I Wish To Be Held Close , Curled Up In Bed, With Someone Whispering " It's Alright, Everything Will Be
I wish to be held close , curled up in bed, with someone whispering " it's alright, everything will be alright " , as I cry with outmost uncertainty and numbness / I wish to feel the warmth of their breath , as I lay with clenched fists, tears rolling down my cheeks , my nails etching moons on my sweaty palms / their hands slowly slipping into mine, asking me to hold on for a little longer, promising me that they'll never leave me / I wish to feel the prevailing silence mixed with a sense of belonging / I wish to live these moments with someone, I wish to not be left alone...
- my autumn soul, dying beautifully everyday...
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" If I could love you, I'd write about us everyday" - Astha 24.01.2022
- "Inventing Love" by Astha Kesri
(inspired by the idea of food as a love language; portrayed beautifully in most K dramas; intrigued by these very episodes of metaphoric depiction, my own analysis of certain soft human emotions conveyed through food…)
@metamorphesque @kill-your-darlin
What if I loose myself while trying to figure out why you left me ?
Been painting all my favorite stormy weather pictures from pinterest and I so wanna be a part of them x
How could I be yours, when 'am not even mine?
I am 🤏🏽 close to running away to some abandoned palace and secretly live there forever...
"Void" by Astha Kesri
3:33am
I've dreamt of better days, I still do...
I should've cried less, back when I could...
Take me...away.......
I need to stop overthinking...
I wanna be a cloud :(
3Am Thoughts
" if I start writing down everything that goes inside my brain....there you go xD "
I live with the fear of having to ask myself if I gave up too soon , and somehow that's all that keeps me going...
Maybe there's more to me than what they wanted , and I must've kept some secrets only to grow through all these wounds of mine...
I wonder if missing you was a mistake
What have I been staying up late for ? Why couldn't I sleep ? Maybe I should want myself more , maybe longing for you is killing me ...
I have monsters swirling through storms inside me , but I might as well look fine ...
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