♡ 19 | vent blog | tw suicide, obsessive love, stalking, gore | diagnosed bpd she/her
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Age difference hurts.
i love him and he loves me, but things are so much more than this.
I talk to him everyday, and i want to be with him forever, yet our forever feels like it has a due date.
I wont ever be able to introduce him to my mom, nor to my friends.
I love him and he loves me, but are we truly meant to be ?
Loving an older man hits different, the pain from it is just different tbh.
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typing “me n who?” knowing that i am difficult and unlovable
“what are you gonna do, cry about it?” yes . the fuck
Darling isnt it wonderful that we have met each other?! Am I not what Youve always wanted?!! I will always care about You! Ill always love You!! Youre always my priority!! Cant You see Im perfect for You?! You dont want anybody else right?? You cant belong to anyone else!! Cant You see? Nobody will ever love You as much as I do! Im the one who gives You happiness am I not? Say it. Say Im the only one You want.
Youre aware its hard for me to function when Youre away.. Even breathing becomes a task,, I constantly fear that You might leave.. I dont want us to be apart,, ever. Sometimes I worry You dont understand how much I actually need You in my life.. Without You I wouldnt exist.. Please,, just love me like You havent loved anyone before.. I need to be important to You.. Im the only one who treats You well,, right? Am I a good boyfriend? Please say yes.. Please be mine forever..
I will make sure that Im the only one You have eyes for.
ONE are you mad at me TWO are you mad at me THREE are you mad at me FOUR are you mad at me
there’s something about a mans hand that just
don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry
fuck