I No Longer Consider Myself Part Of This Fandom.

no one asked, but here is my big speech about shinra/izaya friendship

i wanna start with their school selves

i saw a lot of people saying that izaya was normal at school and shinra just made him "bad", but in my view it's not the thing. like, in shool izaya already wasn't "normal", he just tried his best to pretend to be an ordinary student. he didn't make any close relationship, isolating himself from strong connections with people (just like he's doing it now), but still had to be in the society because of his interest in humas

vol 9, ch 4

and this interest was already unhealthy, for example, he liked seeing people hurting each other

vol 9, ch 4

shinra wasn't really different from his current self. he was obsessed with celty and she was the reason he made friends with izaya and he didn't really care about others or anything that surrounds him in general. he stayed in his comfort zone (love to celty) and was alright

as i said, shinra invited izaya to his biology club because celty told him to socialize

then, izaya became interested. because shinra's lifestyle was different and opposite of izaya's, especially because their different opinion on humans: izaya loved them, shinra didn't care but he loved celty who is not human, so izaya was genuinely interested in his personality

vol 9, ch 4

then shinra was the only person who was a mystery to izaya, he couldn't predict shinra's actions and reactions and he was annoyed and facsinated about that at the same time

epitome of eighteen stories, ep 15 (translation by xcaneolupusx)

speaking about shinra, he could understand izaya's nature perfectly

vol 13, ch 11

so, izaya became interested in shinra and finally accepted his invitation to the biology club. everything starts here

izaya started feeling real attachment to shinra. now he was not just an interesting person, he was a friend. izaya felt free with him because they both were weird and shinra accepted izaya with all his strange hobbies and interests. their communication was full of mutual acceptance and they both were happy with it. but izaya's genuine attachment is really strong, as long as shinra preferred keeping distance with everyone except celty. not because he didn't like something about izaya nor he didn't care, it was just comfortable for him like that

the key thing: shinra being stabbed by nakura. i can talk about different aspects of this moment

for shinra it's just another proof of his crazy love for celty — he protected izaya mostly because he thought celty would praise him for such a heroic actions

vol 9, epilogue

for izaya it was a complex thing. at first, he was shocked by being protected for the first time. at second, he felt jealous and that's what i find a really important thing. he felt jealous because shinra wasn't alone even if he's so uninterested in others. he had someone who he loved, he had someone to love him, he had important connections, basically he had things izaya didn't

vol 9, epilogue

but despite everything, he still was a friend to izaya, so izaya wanted revenge. so, to my mind, this whole situation not made him who he is now, just gave him the reason to stop trying to conform and show his true self

eventually he promised to make nakura pay for this. shinra just agreed and gave izaya free reign. and izaya really kept his promise. 12 years passed and nakura is still suffering

izaya calls that nakura moment the turning point of his life and the thing that influenced his current self the most

vol 9, epilogue

i see this part as the starting point for everything happening in the plot, because this was the moment when izaya finally decided what to do

when shinra and izaya finish school, they see each other more rarely. because it's not necessary to meet every day and they both have things to do. shinra happily lives with celty, again, staying in his comfort zone and izaya, who doesn't have any life and friends, is alone with his love for humans and crazy ideas. and still he thinks about shinra as a friend

vol 9, ch 2

and shinra calls him a friend too

but shinra has priorities and celty is the most important of them, so when izaya calls him from the hospital, he just hangs up

shinra lives in his love and keeps distance with everyone else as always and izaya suffers with his attachment alone, because he can't and doesn't want to get rid of it. but he understands that he's the only one to blame in his state (because he chose such a life for himself) so he isn't angry at shinra. maybe just a bit

there is another important moment, when izaya thinks about shinra being mad at him, feels something like guilt and beats the telephone pole

vol 9, epilogue

friendship with shinra is the closest relationship izaya has, but again, i can't blame shinra for his uncaring attitude. he treasures izaya and still accepts him and izaya's problems are not something shinra can solve

their relationship can't be seen through the prism of normal friendship because they both are extraordinary people with their own standards

Hopefully this will just be like WattPad where no fan creators took the bait (that I know of, if they did there may be hope yet for those who behave I guess). But yeah, this is a really stupid fucking idea. I’ll definitely be taking part in the protest that’s happening on the 6th of August (12am US Eastern time, 24 hours log off). Dare I say, I’ll log out now. Hit them where it hurts. The Ad revenue. 

Reblog if you: have no intention of using Post+ to put your content behind a paywall,  and  have no intention to pay to unlock any content hidden by Post+ either

I wanna see something.

Have another pic. AU making go "BRRRR"

From left to right its Namie, Nec, MC, Harper, Arabella and Mikage. Of course Izaya is in the middle.

I went to see Six the musical recently, and it gave me the idea to make an AU for Drrr!! I had to include characters from Ikebukuro Records to have all six queens but at least they all fit. If I went with canon characters the options were either not fitting, boring, or underage. Anyway. I like it. Is it normal to want to write fanfics for your own stuff?

(I encourage people to reblog my work because I'm going through a glitch where tumblr is making me get blocked by people I don't even know. It's rather annoying and hindering so it would be really helpful)

This is a new kind of tag game that I haven't partaken in so this will be interesting.

Tea or Hot Chocolate | Cozy Books or Halloween Movies | Plaid or Corduroy | Foggy Mornings or Twinkling Nights | Orange or Black | Pumpkin or Apple Pie | Wool or Velvet | Picking Fruits or Carving Pumpkins | Libraries or Coffee Shops | Cinnamon or Peanut Butter | Spooky or Cozy Halloween | Candles or Fairy Lights

Tag you're it: @pasta-monster-of-death @ami-box @shizuolovemail

ty @homosubtext & @evelyncwrites for the tags 🫶

Tea or Hot Chocolate | Cozy Books or Halloween Movies | Plaid or Corduroy | Foggy Mornings or Twinkling Nights | Orange or Black | Pumpkin or Apple Pie | Wool or Velvet | Picking Fruits or Carving Pumpkins | Libraries or Coffee Shops | Cinnamon or Peanut Butter | Spooky or Cozy Halloween | Candles or Fairy Lights

tag you're it: @invith @kenmas-blue-psp @aliens-took-my-iwa-chan

some drrr! fanart! I dont remember a single thing about this show but i drew art of it anyway. :^) Enjoy Izaya and his little sisters

i really love every interaction between izaya and mikado, but my favorite one is this conversation

vol 11, ch 6

the way izaya kinda sees himself in mikado and understands his words in his own way, the way mikado is trying to stay with those who are important to him and keep his normality and, at the same time, be on the abnormal side

the way izaya is jealous because he couldn't do the same and had to suppress his human side in favor of loving everyone and becoming invulnerable (at least he tries to make himself and others think that he is)

vol 11, ch 6

and the way mikado subconsciously knows how to talk to izaya, the way he doesn't fall for izaya's provocations, just agreeing with him and looking at everything from his own unique point of view

vol 11, ch 6

i love how mikado can turn everything izaya says in his favor

honestly i see so many izaya/mikado parallels, i want to talk about each and every of them

Hi so here are some fandoms I’m interested in cause I’m lonely.

Durarara!!

Game of Thrones

Sailor Moon

Attack on Titan 

Fullmetal Alchemist

Fairy Tail

Black Butler

Gakou Gurashi 

Devil is a part timer

World god only knows

Hetalia 

Death Note

Tokyo Ghoul

Free!

Kuroko no Basket

Ouran High School Host Club 

Blue Exorcist

Seven Deadly Sins

Cowboy Bebop

Guren Lagen 

Kill la Kill

Samurai Shamplu 

Seraph of the End 

Voltron 

Castlevania

Avatar the Last Airbender 

Marvel 

Muskateers

Supernatural 

Sherlock 

Pokemon

Dinosaur King 

Tokyo Mew Mew 

Yugio 

Pretty Cure 

Digimon 

Akira 

Ghost in the Shell 

Your Name 

Mary and the Witches Flower

Banana Fish 

Devil Man Crybaby

Hunger Games

Harry Potter Universe

Azu Manga Daoh 

Now admittedly some of the fandoms for these kind of scare me, but that doesn’t change the fact that it would be cool to talk to someone about any of them. Also note that some of them I have not completed, so don’t expect me to know everything. Will post art and fiction based on any of these when I feel like it, if people are cool with that. I note that this is getting very long, so the next post will be a continuation of this list.