The scariest thing for me right now is that , I'll lag behind my friends or even my own expectations. I don't know how to equip myself resilience. I have a fear that it won't work out or won't be enough, I wouldn't be enough.
Productivity Day 1/90
11 Jan 2024
Mood: Anxious 😰
Slept in today. Started the python course on replit.
One small cut and you start thinking of the millions of hurts you were caused before.
In a day that is so hot and sunny---a day in summer.... Children get to go out and play, Dogs get to go on short walks, and I get to stay at home and study physics. 🫤🙃
I get really quiet, when my mind is too loud.
sometimes u just gotta stand in the shower
and leave this dimension
Imma say fuck you to each and every person tomorrow!