Yellowstone Wildflowers
Synopsis: Getting caught up with Taehyun was a bad idea from the start
Genre: Angst
Warnings: yandere! Taehyun, violence, mentions of liquor
Word Count: 1,086
You hadn’t known Kang Taehyun for long, but the first time you met him... he had an unexplainable power to him. He pulled up to the club with major security. Four security guards ranging in sizes and specialties. He was always there for a business meeting. Never spending random nights out in a club. Heading straight to the back behind some doors, he only met behind multiple doors. It was easier to hear someone coming. Trauma response.
You had the gracious honor to be his host, in a way, for the night. Taking his and his business partner’s drink orders, you made them carefully knowing he could tip well. It was always about the money for you. You lived paycheck to paycheck for as long as you could remember. Your parents lived that way and grandparents. His money was nice and was a goal, but it never impressed you.
“Hi beautiful. I’ll take a whiskey sour. More whiskey, less sour.” His order simple: he much preferred hard liquor. Dark liquor. It was the only thing that matched his dark aesthetic, but he also grew up watching his father only drink dark liquor. All the liquor he stole as a kid was whiskey.
His business partner never caught your eye the way Taehyun did. His wet gel ridden hair that day still lives in your mind. It was never him though. Never his appearance, always the mystery for you. The way he pays with a black card, the black trucks he rides around in, the ever-changing phones and numbers. His voice, even over the phone, so silky smooth. It felt like a breeze of wind on a hot summer night.
As well as his ability to keep you updated, you always knew what number he was using for the week or month. You always made his drinks even at home. If you went out, he wouldn’t drink. Only trusting you. Simple. His biggest mistake. Never expecting you.
It made it easier to leave as well. He never asked much about you. You could run; he wouldn’t be able to track you. Or so you thought. That’s how you both stood in Panama. He followed you halfway around the world.
“Y/n” he yells as you see him standing at the end of the street. The wicked smile adorns his face as if he has no worries for keeping you around again.
Thump.
Thump.
Your heart was pounding, adrenaline rushing. You stare for an exit. Way-out. Anywhere to go. You want to run, but his guards stood at the other end of the street. You are led to a truck in which you got in and sit slumped down.
Your ears burning and breaths uneven. He stares into your soul, and you can tell even without watching him. It makes you want to ball up and hide. His hand found your thigh, with an electric shock going through you, it was enough for you to jump back some. Yet, he never removing his hand as you ride with him. “So, what was your plan?”
The plan. A simple one. You just wanted freedom. It was eleven at night when you entered the hotel room Taehyun had rented for you. The only time you and him ever spent alone without body guards. He wanted no one to hear you scream his name. He didn’t want anyone to know who he was. It didn’t bother you at first, but the lying about who he is got old quickly. Only referring to him as ‘a special friend’ seemed sus to all your friends.
Still, here you go making drinks for him again. He wanted something simple, calling out to you as he freshened up. It gave you just enough time to spike his drink. It was not to kill him. Just to get time. Every moment spent with Taehyun he confirmed he would never let you go. ‘I’m yours and your mines forever.’ You know too much about his friends, his family, his business… him.
You both toast to another night together, clinking glasses for the last time. You decided to give him a show if this would be the last time. The lap dance lasted all of two songs before he was ready for you. Upon laying down, he was a goner. You grabbed your things, placed a kiss upon his cheek, and ran. Ran as fast as you could back to your place.
You gathered the luggage you packed beforehand. Your new information: identification card, passport, etc. then headed to the airport. As you waited for your flight, you spent most of it in the bathroom. Pacing. ‘What if he finds me?’ He won’t. ‘What if he was pretending and wanted me gone?’ He wasn’t pretending. ‘Did he actually love me?’ I don’t know… the logical side of your brain was trying to help the panicked side, but it never stopped. Even after landing in Panama.
You pulled up to nowhere. Just open land. He covered your mouth with a bandana. He is trying to drug you. Don't breathe in. Don't panic. You try holding your breath for as long as possible, but you breathe deeply afterwards to make up for the lack of oxygen. You felt like you were floating in an ocean then you felt nothing but cold. Drowning.
Screaming underwater until there was light again. Your head aches from the sudden brightness. You close your eyes as chuckles erupt across from you. Taehyun. You glance at him before he slowly approaches. “I wanted to be serious with you from that night forward, but you just had to go and ruin it…” He pulls out a dagger.
You were tied up to a metal chair, screwed into the ground. Hands cuffed behind your back. Feet cuffed to the legs of the chair. You were at his mercy. A bug caught in a spiderweb.
“Serious with me? You weren’t gonna tell a soul about us.. you used me. I didn’t even get anything from it but sex. You got me: my emotions, my heart. You didn’t even want it until the end?!” You yelled at the end. You were broken. You thought he wanted you the entirety of the time.
He twirled the dagger around in his hand as he stabs into your leg. The piercing scream coming from the bottom of your soul. “TAEHYUN!” You sob at the throbbing of the dagger still lodged into your leg.
“You’re mine. Forever. Don’t think you’re gonna run again, my love.”
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見晴懷古步道 / Jancing Historic Trail
Author's Note: Only doing songs I have heard by him which is mainly the 'Starboy' & 'Trilogy' albums. Sorry not sorry.
Word Count: 1k exactly (crazy)
Genre: no designated one; not fluff, smut, or angst
Warnings: Cursing
Chan as Sidewalks
Honorable mention Starboy (this song has that confident swag Chan has. Chan flavored rizz if I do say so)
"Cause too many people think they made me Well, if they really made me, then replace me"
This song just feels cocky enough to be Chan as well as Starboy. Chan is THE it boy in my mind. Too many people in the industry try to act like Chan isn't good at his job. They act like he is expendable. He is literally so motivated and hard-working.
"I feel useless when I'm never makin' money, ah Well, this the life we always fantasized"
Minho as Heartless
Honorable Mention Acquainted (Just lee know flavored Rizz. No more to say idek how to describe it. The touching on your body part is so him)
"Photoshoots, I'm a star now (Star) I'm talkin' Time, Rolling Stone, and Bazaar now (Bazaar now)"
This song just gives MINHO. This song is actually the reason I wanted to do this series. The 'I'm a star now" reminds me of Minho saying he wanted the attention on him when he is on stage. My boy is no longer a backup dancer; he is the main attraction. I love that for him. Also, idk it's just fitting that Lee know would embrace the 'heartless' thing he has going on. People think he is so heartless and uncaring, but that is the least bit of true.
"Said I'm heartless Tryna be a better man, but I'm heartless"
Changbin as The Party & The After Party
Honorable mention is Twenty Eight (Hear me out but something about the 'hey there lonely girl' screams Changbin. He would fall for the wrong one. It's not his fault; she was convincing and pretty)
"Don't be shy with it, I'll supply with it I got you, girl, oh, I got it, girl"
Changbin is the reliable type. He will be there for his partner/ best friend he has a crush on even if they aren't in a good mental state/ physical state. This is what this song is about essentially. However, they don't end up together. He knows the people don't want him for him. They want him for the money, his body, etc. He still entertains them though.
"They don't want my love They just want my potential"
Hyunjin as Party Monster
Honorable Mention Till Dawn (Here Comes The Sun) This is basically what led to his hoe phase in my mind. Playing too many games with the wrong women.
"I'm the realest, she said I'm the realest Head be genius, dick game be the meanest"
If you say this song isn't giving Hyunjin, you are lying. Hyunjin is cocky, a hopeless romantic but I think it's from not having many relationships. If he ever goes through a hoe-phase, this will be him. He wants to feel important and special. Talk his head up, please.
"Tell me lies, ooh, girl, tell me lies Say you're mine, I'm yours for the night"
Jisung as Die for you
Honorable mention Shameless (Not willing to give up the love, a lil toxic vibe, cocky bastard-vibe just overall Jisung. Please listen to this song if you haven't!!)
"The distance and the time between us It'll never change my mind 'cause Baby, I would die for you"
Hanji just fits the vibe of this song. He is so emotional about love; he seems so dedicated to his possible/future partner. He, also, is the type to be nervous and not want it immediately as the lyrics say. He is willing to do anything for his lover.
"I don't want this feelin', I can't afford love I try to find a reason to pull us apart It ain't workin' 'cause you're perfect"
Felix as Love Me Harder w/ Ariana Grande
Honorable mention Next (Too smart to get played by someone who only wants him for the fame. Savage Felix mode. Too many people see Felix as just soft but he is intelligent and very strong.)
"If you know about me and choose to stay Then take this pleasure and take it with the pain"
Felix is the type to tell you everything from the beginning. All his trauma, insecurities, everything. If you play your cards right, you will be getting everything from him. He needs your all. The patience, sacrifice, care, etc. He wants to be loved and to give it. He just needs to know your not going to screw him over.
"You gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta Got to love me harder"
Seungmin as The Birds Pt. 1
Honorable mention D.D (Getting stuck with a fan who is obssessed? It just fits considering he isn't the committing type. Some one will try it.)
"If you try to play your luck (Ooh) Ain't nobody gonna care enough To catch you fall"
Seungmin is not the lovey-dovey type and he DOES NOT want the responsibility of breaking someone's heart at all. He will give several warnings, but he will still do relationship shit with you. It is very confusing and he will STILL blame you for not heeding his warnings. Don't fall.
"So don't you fall in love Don't make me make you fall in love"
Jeongin as I feel It Coming
Honorable Mention XO/The Host (Jeongin would for sure have a person he would try to be there for regardless of situation. This person would know all of skz and he would in other words make skz their found family)
"You've been scared of love and what it did to you You don't have to run, I know what you've been through"
Lover Boy Innie. Jeongin is just a boyfriend in my head like he gives good boy energy. This song has soooo much serotonin in it to me just like Jeongin. I can imagine Innie taking care of someone who has been hurt before. I love that for him.
"Baby, I can take my time We don't ever have to fight Just take it step-by-step"
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