"just Listen To Your Body"

feeling a flare up coming, but trying to push it down cause there is stuff to do... knowing very well it will do nothing... if anything it'll make it worse

i don’t know. i’m barely a person. i just want to be kind and hold someone’s hand. eat an ice cream cone. stare at the lake. feel the sun on my skin. lay in the grass. run through a sprinkler. it’s so easy to forget life is supposed to feel like a deep breath and not a gasp

when i am really fatigued i always say "i feel like i'n melting"

because that's what my muscles feel like and for some reason people seem to get that this at least isn't good instead of responding with the usual "i am tired too"

despite going to the doctor way too often there are still so many things wrong that i don't even know where to start

(the list of things i should probably get checked is loooong)

rain is annoying because i don't have the strength to use both a cane and an umbrella...

love leaving the house thinking it's just a few drops of rain and then basically taking a literal shower

someone told me that they would end themselves if they had even half of my health issues... idk what to do with that information...

"you complain a lot" when i haven't even told them half my symptoms and mentioned not feeling well two days in a row

"Why do I feel sick" my brother in christ you have a chronic illness

i can't get rid of this constant nausea ffs

really tired but making sure to stay awake until the point of exhaustion so i hopefully actually fall asleep