i was also thinking about those videos were reptile owners shine lights in the eggs to see the little babies inside and see if their developed and alive and stuff, so I made that too :D
Long rant
i have school tomorrow. I'm going to "wake up" (I'm not actually sleeping, I'm just gonna stay up all night) at 6:00 am and go to school before 7:30 (Because that's when first hour starts), I'll skip breakfast, I usually just don't eat breakfast because I'm late or am busy talking to friends.
Anyways, I'm probably just gonna be quiet most of the day, I get days like that sometimes, not usually though... I'm probably gonna be a bit more snappy than usual too... Sorry Ms. J & Mr. T (Their my 5th and 6th hour teachers, I see them after lunch and an usually really agitated for no reason after lunchtime)
Anyways, I don't really know where I was gonna go with this, not exactly a vent, but not really a ramble..? Kinda just a mix of Both...
Anyway, I'm gonna go watch some videos now! :3
thinking about last year (2024), during Christmas break lmao 💀
Can't believe how badly I felt when I was alone for only about a few weeks, not even a month. Just a few weeks. Lol, just away from my small friend group of four and already started to question my gender identity and considering k*ling myself. I'm not even a fucking teenager yet. I'm becoming a Pre-teen this year (2025). I'm not even a fucking teenager and I'm considering ending my life that's not even began yet. What the hell is wrong with me? I should be playing video games with my friends and painting my nails. Not this bull shit. I'm a fucking kid.
And guess what? When my mom found out about how I felt (Which happened by accident), she was great and all, y'know, listened to me and stuff, but then at the end of our conversation, wanna know what she said? "Looks like someone's going through some teen angst!" Like, excuse me? So what if I am, it's probably a part of it, yeah, but also, MOM, that fucking HURT for you to say that. Do you understand that? I WANT TO FUCKING K*LL MYSELF AND YOU JUST SAY, "Looks like someone's having some teen angst! Haha!" Like yeah, hahahaha. I'm su*c*dal, hahaha! So fucking funny! Lol, can't believe I didn't realize before! It's just some silly little teen angst! Obviously!
Anyways, I'ma go watch some videos now, bye bye :3
Last night in my dream I had a gay whale named Henry and he kissed an orca whale.
Oh btw they were super small, like, toy size. And there was also a homeless toucan that was my friend.