The devil couldn't reach me so he made me a 5'2 girl with the appetite of a 6'4 man
Helping Muhamed and His Familyđ”đžđ„ș
đč Hellođ, my name is Mohammed Al-Deeb.
I am reaching out with a heavy heart and a plea for helpđ»â€ïž. The recent war in Gaza has shattered my family's life and left us in dire circumstances.
We were once a family of 17 living peacefullyđ„, but now we are homeless and struggling to find shelter and stability.* My mother, sisters, nephews, and brother are suffering from severe psychological and health issues as a result of the disaster. We've lost our home and our means of earning a living, and now we face each day with uncertainty and fearđđ»đ·.
We desperately need your support đđ»đ·,to find a safe place to live and rebuild our lives.đ âThe current situation is harder than one can imagine. My family and I were kicked out of our house nine months ago and displaced south, leaving behind memories, friends, and belongings. Our home was a paradise where we lived, and my father worked in a car repair shop under our house, which was destroyed. đđ„ș Every contribution, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to regaining a sense of security and hopeđžâ€ïž.
Our lives are full of fear and destruction from bombings and indiscriminate bullets. Every day, we migrate, and we erect temporary nylon and cloth tents. My older sister is suffering from back pain and there are no hospitals to treat her at this time that currently need urgent treatment abroad. We are happy that our lives will return to normal.
Every night, we sleep in fear, wondering if we will wake up, or whether we will die and remain unrecognized.đâ€ïžâđ©čI'm terrified of losing my family Please understand our pain and help us.đ»â€ïž
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Note: My GoFundMe account is in Italian because a friend from Italy wanted to help me and created this campaign. I have translated it into English here, and I will soon ask him to translate it on GoFundMe.đ»
Thank you, and I am new to the Tumblr community. I hope you will help us share our story and raise awareness.â€ïžđč
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Thank you, my friend, for your support and confidence. I hope to have all the support and appreciationđ»đ
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Look at the opinions of some bloggers in my blog.â€ïžâđ©čđ
Unfortunately, my previous account has been restricted from sending messages, so this is my new account đđ„ș
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Hello sorry for an ask. I am very sick, my asthma is at its maximum level, my nose freezes, I have no medicine or food. I am in bad shape financially, I am a black disabled, who uses multiple medications, I pay for my food and lodging
Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.
praying for your wellness!!
as always, donate if youâre able to!! if you canât, share this messageâŒïžâŒïžâŒïž
This shit is such a scam
The number goes down by a lot, body looks same
The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF
energy drink on an empty stomach >>>
donât ruin the feeling of an empty stomach with food <33
Having an ed and not being skinny is tortuređ st4rving and being fat feels so pointless.
spring break is here so i can finally do omad for a week thank the lorddd
my greatest motivation rn is literally me in a bikini bc wtf i am NOT looking like that this summer..
jason todd x reader
aka you learn what happened to jason
warnings: detailed discussion of how jason died, this is not so happy but i can promise you my jason angst will always have comfort
You wonder if your nightmares are accurate.
Your brain is probably just conjuring up every worst case scenario it can fathom, but maybe thereâs truth to one of them. You hope not.
Itâs something you havenât been able to keep out of your mind these past few weeks, and everything seems to remind you of it. When you see his guns, when youâre using a knife to cut up dinner, when you see a car crash on the news, or even when you walk past a fucking pharmacy. The thoughts are everywhere, all the time.
Even as you lay in bed, head on his chest, your mind keeps on drifting where you wish it wouldnât.
You know he died. He never said it out loud, but youâd seen his autopsy scar plenty of times. Youâd always refrained from asking questions, he seemed nervous enough the first handful of times he was around you with his shirt off. Enough time has passed that heâs comfortable being shirtless around you, even okay when you touch his chest. The decrease in boundaries has granted you more solace in one another, but itâs also caused your mind to go wild with possibilities.Â
Even now, as you lie against his bare chest, you canât keep your cat-killing thoughts away.
âYouâre being quiet,â He comments, not accusatory, just factual.Â
You snap out of reverie, âSorry, Iââ
His hand soothes up and down your arm without pause, âDonât be sorry. Whatâs going on?â
âI justâŠâ you look down, thinking over your words. âWhatâŠwhat happened to you?â You ask quietly.
He goes still.Â
You immediately regret bringing it up, sitting up from his chest to meet his eyes, âIâm sorry, I donât need toââ
He shakes his head. The slightest response from him shuts you right up. âNo, itâsâŠitâs okay. Probably shouldâve said something by now.â
He nudges your head back down to his chest and you oblige, trying to relax your body against him again. Itâs a difficult thing to talk yourself into when his isnât any more relaxed.
âIâŠyou know I used to be Robin?â His voice is low, hesitant.
You nod.
âWellâŠI made a mistakeâa few mistakes. I wasnât as careful as I shouldâve been and I walked into a trap.â
Youâre sure heâs placing more blame on himself than he should, though you donât know enough to fight him on it yet. You wrap your hand around his forearm that drapes across your chest, a silent affirmation that youâre here with nothing but support and reassurance.
His breath stutters, âThe, uhâŠthe Joker set me up andâŠwell, he killed me.â
You donât want to ask how. You donât want to know how. But you feel like you have to and itâs selfish and you know that but you canât leave just it at that.Â
Itâs a barely audible whisper. Youâre not even sure Jason could fully hear the word, but he understands the intent anyway.
His next exhale is shaky, âYeah, um, thatâs the rough part.â
Your head twitches. âThatâs the rough part?â You breathe out, scared to hear whatâs next.
You canât see from this angle, but Jasonâs eyes are welling over, trying desperately not to let tears fall. It takes him a moment to prepare himself to verbalize the next part.Â
âHeâŠhe beââ he stops himself. ââŠHe hit me with a crowbar. A lot.â
Oh.
You can physically feel your chest sink.
Thatâs worse than all the horrifying scenarios youâd built up in your head. ThatâsâŠhe was beaten to death. For trying to help people.Â
You donât want to leave him in the silence for too long, so you ask the only thing you can think to.Â
âHow old were you?âÂ
He drops his head to press his mouth against your head, like heâs trying to ground himself. âFifteen,â He murmurs into your hair.
Oh. Â
You flip over so youâre chest to chest with him and hold him tight. âIâm sorry.â
He wasnât expecting you to say that. The very very few times heâs had anything even remotely relating to this conversation, the revelation is always met by silence. Or worse.
But youâre sorry. No oneâs ever said that to him before. About anything, but especially this. What does sorry even mean in this context? You didnât do anything, are you sorry for asking? Do youâŠdo you feel bad for him?
He swallows hard, âYouâre sorry?â
âYeah,â You say, furrowing your brow. âYouâre a good person, Jay. Youâre a really good person andâŠyou didnât deserve any of the shit that happened to you. Especially that. I hate that youâve been through so much and Iâm sorry.â
He refuses to blink but the tears are threatening to win anyways with nowhere else to go.Â
He shakes his head weakly, âIt was my own fault.âÂ
âJason,â you say seriously. âIt was not your fault. You were trying to help someone, werenât you?â
It takes him a moment to respond to that. âIâyeah. Yes. My mom. My birth mom.â He takes a breath, âHe, uh, he was blackmailing her and I tried to help herâI tried. But she gave me up to try and save herselfâŠit didnât matter in the end.â
While you didnât know about the history with his birth mom, youâd been sure heâd died helping someone. Thatâs just who he isâwhether he knows it or not.
âThere was a bomb and itâŠâ He lets that bit trail off. âI donât remember the explosion. I think I passed out before it happened.â
He doesnât remember the explosion. ButâŠ
He does remember the other part.
You have to drop your head into his neck so that he doesnât see the way your eyes well up.Â
âPlease know youâre a good person. Please,â you plead. âYouâre the best person I know.â
âButâŠâ his breath comes out shaky, âNo oneâŠno one did anything.âÂ
The tears fall now, and in spite of the fact that he hasnât let himself cry in front of anyone since he was ten, he doesnât feel the usual burning impulse to hide. Not from you.
His voice breaks as he says, âHe killed me and he didnâtâŠâ
You sit up straight again and hold his face in your hands, looking him in the eye. âThatâs not your fault. Whatever Bruce did or didnât do, it has nothing to do with you. Itâs all about him.â
You gently wipe his tears with your thumb as the weight of his head drops forward, leaving your touch the only thing holding him up.
You know he hasâŠproblems with Bruce. You know his death is a sore subject among them for more reasons than the obvious. You also know the Joker still lives and breathes today and thereâs some sort of rule or agreement that Jason isnât allowed out on patrol when heâs loose.Â
Thereâs clear trust issues there, on both sides, but youâve always had trouble figuring out what exactly Bruce had done to leave Jason so closed off. It pushed him away from his family and caused potentially irreparable scarring to his ability to trust other people. It actually makes a lot of sense that this is what caused the rift between themâyouâd been thinking maybe Bruce was the reason Jason died or he couldnât stop it, but thisâŠthis is a different kind of damaging. Fuck, no wonder Jason feels like he doesnât belong in his family.Â
You take a heavy breath, âYouâre important. Youâre important to me and whatever moral roadblocks Bruce couldnât get over doesnât change thatâit has nothing to do with how good you are.âÂ
Youâre definitely crying now but at this point it doesnât matter. Itâs more important for him to hear this than for you to pretend like this isnât as horrible as it is.
He doesnât look up at you but you can see his own tears dripping off his face. You donât see him cry very much at all, and definitely not like this.
You sniffle, âDo you wanna switch?â
He nods against your palms and lets you out of his hold to sit up as he shifts lower on the bed and wraps his arms around your torso. You weave one of your hands in his hair and stroke softly. The other rubs soothing patterns on his back, feeling the heaviness of his breath under it.
You kiss the top of his head, âI love you. So much.â
He holds you tighter, murmuring âI love you,â into your chest.
Itâs quiet for several minutes after as you both process the words said.
Youâre the first to pipe up again, âHow didâŠâ
He exhales, âAhâŠitâs a little complicatedâŠâ
He wants to talk about it another time. Thatâs fine by you.
Another silent minute passes before, âBruce isnâtâŠheâs not a badâŠwe had a lot of problems after I came back. Both of us. Took a while to get over âem.â Thereâs a beat before, âStill getting over âem.âÂ
You nod, continuing tracing onto his back. His voice is clearer again, stronger.
âIs that why you donât like being at the batcave?â you ask.
âNo,â he murmurs. âItâs âcause he keeps the suit on display.â
You look down at him, frowning. âWhat suit?â
âThe robin suit.â
You pause.
âThat robin suit?â
He nods.
âŠwhat
for clarification bc i think i thought this was canon oh well
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I met my younger self for a coffee today.
She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"
I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"
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I am Amal from Gaza in Palestine đ”đž
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