Latest Posts by my-ugly-organs - Page 2

Be mindful that your guilt is useless unless you allow it to evolve into something more meaningful […] Guilt is always a crossroad. It can be a gateway to consciousness, or we can obsess over what we have done, wallow in our guilt, use it as an excuse not to grow, and fixate on the idea that we deserve punishment rather than seeing our guilt as a signpost pointing us toward the true path.

Matthew Kelly (The Rocking Chair Prophet, pages 85, 85-86)

it's rotten work, but without the rot nothing can grow

sorry i'm being an absent friend i'm being an absent self too

boy sleeping on a grave, christian joachim friedrich

from: the letters i will never send (isabella dorta) 

HERE IT IS, THE ART I'VE SEARCHED FOR AGES OMG AT LAST 😭😭

Known by their hands, for they are butchers; known by their eyes, for they are surgeons

TUMBLR I NEED YOUR HELP, I'M GONNA COMMISSION A FRIEND WHO'S AN ARTIST SOON AND I HAD THE PERFECT REFERENCE AND I CAN'T FIND IT ANYMORE, I'M PRETTY SURE I SAW IT HERE, IT WAS A COLORED DIGITAL DRAWING OF A BLONDE MAN WITH BLOODY HANDS AND HAD VERY DRAMATIC LIGHTNING LIKE HALF DARKNESS-HALF LIGHT AND THE MAN WAS A SOLDIER OR SMTH IDK HE HAD A WEIRD DND-ESQUE/MEDIEVAL GREEN UNIFORM WITH BROWN PARTS AND THE EXPRESSION HE HAD ON HIS FACE WAS AMAZING, LIKE THE MOST PATHETIC DEER IN HEADLIGHTS POOR LITTLE MEOW MEOW FACE I'VE EVER SEEN OMG, PLEASE CAN SOMEONE HELP ME FIND IT???

UPDATE: IT WAS THIS MOTHERFUCKER

Hey so i think i found the character?? i've done some digging and apparently it comes from the Pathologic games, but i still haven't found the Art i was referring to, I don't know anything about pathologic but oh great and mighty pathologic Fandom i summon you! Pls help 😭😭

Credit for this amazing art as well goes to @ukropstales @ukstls i think, idk if they're the same person on tumblr i found the art on an online print shop

Also if anyone knows the name of the character that'd make it easier for me to find the piece i'm looking for, is the name of the character Haruspex or smth??

UPDATE 2: I FOUND IT, THANK YOU SO MUCH @affable-square BRB GONNA REBLOG THE ORIGINAL ART BY @al-norton WHICH I HAVE SEARCHED EVERYWHERE FOR AGES!!!!

I'll update this post when i commission my friend, it might take a while tho but stay tuned!

less than a month to go boys

the beach

another day i didn't kill myself

Drinking a Cup of Alligator Blood

When the chronic fatigue is chronic

Abandoned buildings reclaimed by the desert sands ➤ Kolmanskop, a ghost town frozen in time. ph. Mark Daniel

Joanna Macy, from a preface to Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God

Mutuals do you promise that when I inevitably shoot myself you will keep a piece of my skull, make a necklace of it and flex it to posers 🥺

i NEED you to remember this: you are allowed to be angry at your doctors. you are allowed to be furious. you are allowed to be mad at your nurses and technicians and neurologists and psychiatrists and medical assistants. they are not god. they are human beings and they work in a system that wears them raw, and that is unfair, but it isn't an excuse to treat you badly. i'm not necessarily saying you should throw a brick through the window of their car, but you can, should, must be angry with them for ignoring you, demeaning you, dehumanizing you, dismissing you, acting like you're lying, talking only about your weight, failing to acknowledge you past your symptoms, etc etc etc. you are an equal to your doctor. you are a human being and so are they. do not treat them as beyond reproach. you are allowed to be angry at your doctors.

Revolutionary Girl Utena (1997) // The Devil's Backbone (2001)

anybody else in here feel like they're constantly and involuntarily calculating their every thought and action. and doing it wrong

The Survivor - René Magritte / Alligator Blood - Nicole Dollanganger

Alligator Blood, Nicole Dollanganger

sometimes i'm not quite here.

sophocles/unknown/eva baltasar/clementine von radics/unknown/j.d. salinger/susan sontag

youve died a thousand times before who caaares just climb out of this grave again & again &agaian & agaian & again & again & aga

Passage from The Magnus Archives

Glen Martin Taylor, “but i am safe in here.”

Suffering