my-ugly-organs - Hand me my shovel, I'm going in!
Hand me my shovel, I'm going in!

Vent blog, I do not encourage anyone to hurt themselves in any way shape or form, if you're not ok, there's hope. Reach out to someone, don't be like me making a secret vent blog instead

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Latest Posts by my-ugly-organs - Page 6

9 months ago

I’m fine

9 months ago
Illustration For Painted In Blood By Roman Groph

Illustration for Painted in Blood by Roman Groph

10 months ago
Preserved Animal Art By GrizzlyMacabreInc On Instagram
Preserved Animal Art By GrizzlyMacabreInc On Instagram
Preserved Animal Art By GrizzlyMacabreInc On Instagram

Preserved animal art by GrizzlyMacabreInc on Instagram

*Animals are sourced responsibly and are not killed to make this art!


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10 months ago

you have to stay alive. you're going to be such a beautiful middle aged freak. young freaks will see you in the street and know that things can be okay.


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10 months ago
Isolation, Watercolor And Ink On Paper By Nickbleb

Isolation, watercolor and ink on paper by nickbleb

10 months ago

Desecrated Host

Desecrated Host
Desecrated Host
Desecrated Host

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10 months ago
Sorry Guys, I Listened To Abbey For The First Time And Now I’m Fleshposting Again.

Sorry guys, I listened to Abbey for the first time and now I’m Fleshposting again.

10 months ago
Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life

Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life

10 months ago
Oil Paintings By Ksenia Buridanova
Oil Paintings By Ksenia Buridanova
Oil Paintings By Ksenia Buridanova
Oil Paintings By Ksenia Buridanova

Oil paintings by Ksenia Buridanova

@buridanova on Instagram

11 months ago
Pen And Marker On Construction Paper.

Pen and marker on construction paper.

Prints available here

11 months ago

Foggy breaths and clouded minds,

Take a pull and close your eyes,

Take my head and make it dead

Vex the vultures, fool the flies

Fill my lungs til my body's cold

Sell myself for some liquid gold

Remove the logic, keep the sense

Am I alone? My muscles tense

Meaning dissolves in front of me

Do I seek peace or recompense?

Am I in prison or am I free?

I'm just paranoid, or so I'm told,

Buried in clouds of liquid gold

...

"Liquid Gold" by Salem Eirny

1 year ago

It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!

1 year ago
Screenshot of a poem.   Text reads: You told your disciples, yes— but did you tell your parents?   Did you sit them down at a table, try not to let it get awkward, try to get it over with.   "Mom, Dad, I'm — going to die."   How long was the silence?   Did Mary wrap her arms around you like you were a child, like she hadn't much since you'd gone away, with all the force of the tears she'd save for after you left again?   Or did they cry then and ask what they'd done wrong, and did you reassure them, "it's just a few days, and then I'll be better than before," "I'm not the first to do this—you've met Lazarus, right?"  Did you wonder if they already knew, if they'd seen the signs in the myrrh, in every screaming crowd, in the way you watched Joseph drive nails into wood?  Did they ask you how long you'd known, and did you know how to say forever?

[writes about Jesus but it’s actually about being trans] [writes about being trans but it’s actually about Jesus]

1 year ago
I Ate Chicken Kidney For The First Time Some Days Ago, Even As I Tasted It I Felt So Far Away From Myself

I ate chicken kidney for the first time some days ago, even as i tasted it i felt so far away from myself and still so raw the taste of blood lingered

1 year ago
About Anger

about anger

1 year ago
Rot, Oil Painting By Eve Hyman

Rot, oil painting by Eve Hyman


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1 year ago
Nikos Kazantzakis, From A Letter To Andonis Anemoyannis, 1902

Nikos Kazantzakis, from a letter to Andonis Anemoyannis, 1902

1 year ago
Marguerite Duras, The Lover

Marguerite Duras, The Lover

1 year ago

hey quick question how much deeper of a rock bottom do i have to hit before things get better

1 year ago
Zgniłe W środku

zgniłe w środku


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