I Thought That If Megatron Isn't The Reason Why He Is Like This Then It Was Something In The Past And

The starscream brain rot be hitting hard. And I have another song idea that fits him which has turned into a character analysis as well.

'The Mind Electric' with the bits that goes

"Someone help me understand what's going on inside my mind" could be the change of Starscream's mentality due to the normalisation of his abuse and how he views it as -normal-. And if it's Skybound it could be whatever the hell Megatron did to force Starscream to kill the prisoners when he first joined.

"Doctor I can't tell if I'm not me" literally the post war Starscream being paranoid he's not the same person at all as he was before like a clone maybe and the fact that he can't form connections with anyone. And again in Skybound it's the gap between Ulchtar and Starscream.

"See how I laugh at you" resembles Starscream constant undermining of others to make him feel better due to his insecurities and also the fact that his whole life he was laughed at so he does it back similar to the "abuse cycle".

"No you'll never understand" right after that bit shows how nobody has been in his situation and nobody tried to understand or reach out to help him mentally without blaming him for it or even just completely brushing it off. Also highlights how nobody believes him when he tries to talk about the abuse (Hashtag did tho even said how she believes Megatron who she looked up to a bit ig hurt him, a complete 180 of what everyone else does and the fact that she is close to Megatron but isn't brushing it off says so much -nobody has mentioned this from what I've read which is weird cause it just shows how clear Starscream's PTSD is (also fuck Hasbro for taking it away from us)). Saying how he brought it upon himself and that he kept trying to usurp Megatron meant he deserved it. And again shows how he can't grow attachments cause nobody views him as a victim only a failure who deserves his punishment so they don't find reason behind his actions. Not trying to "understand" why he hurts people or in the songs case "laugh" at them because they don't see him as a product of abuse that needs to be cared for. Only a bot who's worse than Megatron ever was.

Or this version

You gotta hear me out okay he's so bipolar with his feelings for obvious reasons and he's so emotional yet barely has any emotional connections he's just like me fr.

Also apologies for the shitty pic

Having non transformer fan friends can be really hilarious sometimes

Cause we can easily tell apart every character but they can't

So sometimes it leads to a really funny interaction like this one I had recently-

Friend who is scrolling and see's a transformer edit

Sends it to me

Friend: "Look it's Starscreamer" (Yes the -er- at the end always happens it's vital to them)

Me an intellectual: "Dude that's not him, that's Optimus, he literally doesn't even have wings"

Friend: "They look the same it's close enough"

Me: "HOW!?"

when you ass is too scared to draw the eyes but also only draws eyes. Top is dazai and the eye is megumi

Important news there was a song in my head but I forgot it and it kept me up at night cause I was imagining star dancing to it. Mourn. Edit : I found it

Posted this before but I only just realised it wasn't put up so here we go ig. No new content cause I just had a test but I'll try to add either some primes or TC and SW to the au.

For now I'll post some old art like this one tho I might make four more drawings.

It's alright I say with a suspisiously Skybound Starscream animatic WIP shape in my bag.

Also snatches song.

Seriously this is so cool even though it's a wip.

WIP animatic ill never finish 😔

I headcanon that Armada Starscream can't read properly and even then the only words he can read are apart of battle strategies.

And then in Cybertron Starscream learns literally every language (speaking, writing, reading being absolutely perfect) that exists cause he remembers how he barely knew one and it's super humiliating.

Au idea

Humanformers but only Starscream is the human bear with me real quick.

So the war is still going on earth but Starscream has apparently died but he simply is now in the form of a human cause he can control organic beings as seen before in some random thing where he took control of a school girl I think.

But a baby, he is being developed as of now in a woman's stomach and when he is born he is growing up as any child. He has no memories. But he's weird like physiologically he isn't human yet he can mask this and has through his whole life.

He's a genius yet hasn't done much on it except to find out what separates him from other humans. Also his family situation would not be that great which would tie in later scenes.

His first interaction with the Cybertronians happens when he is 15-17 and with Megatron's fascination with Starscream he finds himself intrigued by this human without knowing why.

And due to guilt of Starscream dying Megatron still has his body (idk) and when human star goes near it he merges mentally with his old body therefore reviving him. But it leads to a redemption arc.

I'm going to cut off cause I'm rambling so I don't forget this idea but one day I'll definitely go to this

My 4th wall Starscream but he can now travel dimensions.

He's blasting every Megatron with a rocket launcher as that universes Starscream is getting beat up.

Whilst wearing shades of course.

He'd just be like "You're very welcome, now do you need therapy or would that just make it worse" but just pops out of existence straight away.

But if it was SG it would be hilarious like -

My Starscream popping out of a portal, rocket launcher at hand "Fear not weaker and more pathetic me I sha... WAIT WHAT THE FRAG IS THIS!!!!!?????"

And then you have Megatron just grilling Starscream to take a break and have some energon (concerned father moment).

"FRAG NOW I'M JEALOUS! I DON'T GET PAID ENOUGH FOR THIS! FRAG YOU!!"

Pops out of existence whilst Megatron and Starscream are frozen.

But he pops back in a few seconds after, head poking out shouting "I hope you have a happy life as well bye!"

The little murder that I love