I Wish People Wouldn't Care If I Offed Myself. I Hate Staying For Them

me after telling my therapist im not self harming and i have no urges too. (im lying):

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

I know my life will end in suicide. I'm sure of it.

“why aren’t u eating anything” god forbid a girl has goals

𝚆𝚑𝚘 𝚊𝚖 𝙸 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟻, 𝚙𝚏𝚏𝚝- 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚘𝚝.

the voices are telling me to block all my friends and become a loner again (depression maxxing)

Why do people react so strongly toward cutting? To me it's an equivalent of smoking or drinking so it's just another coping mechanism. It's not that serious. Chill the hell out

me when the days start blending together and I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing