i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence
all I need is a cigarette , an energy drink and a reallyy sharp blade
oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..
how i feel standing in the mirror felling completely obese with my totally fake scratches on my arm
"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.
me when the days start blending together and I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing
I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.
I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm not interesting, I'm not funny, I'm not talented. What the fuck am I.
i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7
im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane
cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now