oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..
i NEED to cvt myself more after i have a shower... i need to drown in my thoughts for a bit
stop... why can't i control how much i eat I JUST WANT TO ⭐VE PLEASE IM SO STUPID
"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
how i feel because i have to go to work soon kill me please
i feel so obese..
according to google being 100 lbs is considered morbidly obese. i need to stop eating whenever i feel like it and go back to eating once every 24hrs
"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't
every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
I wish people wouldn't care if I offed myself. I hate staying for them
6.29.23
its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.