i feel so obese..
according to google being 100 lbs is considered morbidly obese. i need to stop eating whenever i feel like it and go back to eating once every 24hrs
im not lovable. i know im not
why should i care if people don't want me to off myself??? like its my decision if i want to??
JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY
day 4 - i do me by kiiikiii
stan kiiikiii ⭐
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no more yippee (yes they are not deep but stilllll)
every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔
yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.
im their #1 fan <3
its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.
i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence