i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7
im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane
cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now
"You're an attention seeker!!!" Ofc I am. Now give me your attention or I explode ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,)
parents when you show signs of mental disorder (they're the reason you have one)
"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
get out of my face with the whole “it will get better” bullshit. genuinely sick of hearing it
i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me
why should i care if people don't want me to off myself??? like its my decision if i want to??
i long for interaction [tumblr notes]
JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY!
day 2 - with the IE (way up) by Jennie
its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.
i have hobbies, like cutting and thinking about death