i have hobbies, like cutting and thinking about death
i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me
the voices are telling me to block all my friends and become a loner again (depression maxxing)
when Iβm wiping up bl00d and itβs like wack-a-mole whenever one starts bl33ding again
I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.
Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted
if you see my sh scars this summer no you didnβt
all I need is a cigarette , an energy drink and a reallyy sharp blade
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oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..