Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted
parents when you show signs of mental disorder (they're the reason you have one)
I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm not interesting, I'm not funny, I'm not talented. What the fuck am I.
its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.
get out of my face with the whole “it will get better” bullshit. genuinely sick of hearing it
i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7
im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane
cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now
i feel so obese..
according to google being 100 lbs is considered morbidly obese. i need to stop eating whenever i feel like it and go back to eating once every 24hrs
MALNOURISHED MAY??
all I need is a cigarette , an energy drink and a reallyy sharp blade
i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence
went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting ⭐
here have the unaesthetic pictures 💔