the voices are telling me to block all my friends and become a loner again (depression maxxing)
i ate too many calories today i feel so awful I think im gaining more weight im currently around 110 lbs yet i feel disgusting i wish i was still in the double digits
oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..
JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY!
day 2 - with the IE (way up) by Jennie
i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me
why should i care if people don't want me to off myself??? like its my decision if i want to??
how i feel standing in the mirror felling completely obese with my totally fake scratches on my arm
my family fucking hates me
my friends fucking hate me
strangers fucking hate me
I dont deserve to live
how i feel when people ask me what the scars on my arms are and i say "oh they're rabbit scratches totally"