Me After Telling My Therapist Im Not Self Harming And I Have No Urges Too. (im Lying):

i feel so obese..

according to google being 100 lbs is considered morbidly obese. i need to stop eating whenever i feel like it and go back to eating once every 24hrs

i have hobbies, like cutting and thinking about death

I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone

😂silly fucking me 😂

i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me

when I’m wiping up bl00d and it’s like wack-a-mole whenever one starts bl33ding again

i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7

im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane

cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

if you see my sh scars this summer no you didn’t

get out of my face with the whole “it will get better” bullshit. genuinely sick of hearing it