*spends An Hour Researching Calendar Dates, Doing Weird Math, And Revising A Huge Part Of My Story*
*spends an hour researching calendar dates, doing weird math, and revising a huge part of my story*
Me: Wait, what was I doing?
Me: Oh, yeah!
*Googles where commas go in dates*
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call me captain the way i collect ships
When I say that I don't want to exist right now, that doesn't mean i want to die. Not to me it doesn't. All it means is I want to disconnect from myself. To not feel my own emotions, to not hear my brain rile on and on, to not feel my skin on my body, to not feel, to not hear, to not taste, to not smell, to not see but still observe. I don't want to be interacted with like a person when I wish to not exist. I wish to a narrator, a viewer, a camera-man. I wish that I could fast forward to when this was a memory. I know it may seem concerning, or maybe a bit outlandish, but it makes sense to me. I want to not be there but still be there. I want to not be acknowledged by anyone and to simply watch. Watch others experience what's happening. And I want to not experience it. I don't want it. I just want to sit in the corner and watch. But when someone's in the corner watching, someone has to whisper. Has to ask questions. Has to make me exist. I don't want that. I don't want to exist, but I don't want to die either. It does make sense to me, but not everyone is me. I don't mind that either. But I want to be able to say that I am not existing and for people to understand. For them to not be concerned about the kid in the corner. About the guy sitting in silence. About your suspiciously quiet friend. I am simply not for now, and I hope you can accept that.
no, but thank you.
Sorry to break it to you, but it's not going to write itself. So you might as well get to work.
sadly likes my own post in my despaired midnight state except it's not midnight.
Me: They're brats
The fandom: But they're gay lol
Me: Oh... yeah okey then
Random civilian: OH NO, the super duper evil man overlord guy who be kinda queer coded my dudes is trying to kill us all, agaaaaain
The hero sighs and whispers: Fre sha voca do
The hero: *immediately transforms and is super cool and saves everyone*
Hero, once everyone is gone: .....Hi, welcome to chili's.
superhero but their powers are activated by saying vines.
the consensive I've seen in most places is that demi-boys can't be lesbians, while I personally don't see why not because in my opinion they're just labels and whatever people feel comfortable with is how they should label themselves, I do raise you...
someone remind me to make kandi bracelets of ricky jamaraz songs/albums tomorrow or else I'll forget and never do it
"stop posting butch and femme jack manifold"
no????
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Just a peep doing what I want cuz that chaotic tumblr energy makes me feel sparkly! Call me Ozzy!
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