Ouwi-ouwi-baguette - Just Chaos

[guy with the Cant Focus Disorder] why the fuck can't I focus

spent five hours alone listening to music, turns out I will be ok

Is Tumblr just escapism from my shitty fucked up life of substance abuse and yearning

(crawls on all fours with blood drenched on me) I have to do arts and crafts

Ao3 is down rn and I'm in the middle of a lecture

What am I supposed to do ???????????? Listen to the professor ?????????????

Ocean announcement:

Today is Isopod Sunday. Do whatever.

If your life is horrible and you need a new source of meaning and direction.... Do NOT find religion. Learn to identify plants.

see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.