Penguinspork - Penguins Are Life

personal rant but whatever it sucks but I cant crying bc I remembered that I cant go out at all for having strict parents it feels like Im missing out life like i see my friends being able to go out and hang out with their friends and i feel jealous?? bc i know i can never have that except when im old probably i wanna have fun too but instead i feel like a caged animal my grandmother tells me how my brother was allowed to go out with his friends when i was his age he rides the bus and all that i wish i was a boy instead that way i get to have freedom even if its just hanging out with friends and mom told everyone too that no kids go out in here like im the one who goes to school with actual kids its all about seniority my aunt says okay then i cant wait to get of this fucking hell hole of a house