My ED means nothing if I’m still fat. No one cares when you’re fat. People will say “you should eat” and then cringe when you eat. I have to be thin enough to make people worried.
crying so bad rn because summer is going to be in one month and i hate my body✨✨
my muffin top makes me want to do 1000 russian twists then do a backflip into the interstate
all i want is thin legs 😭😭
update: i overate like a mf today so gonna try to purge when i get home.
hello lovelies! today is thanksgiving and i'm so scared because i have to eat so much. if i eat hardly anything then my family will get worried that im not eating again (which they'd be right but i don't want them to know!!). i'm at my aunts house but im still gonna try to purge as much as i can because im finally at my lowest weight (158lbs or 71kg which is still huge but im so proud of how much i've lost!). a lot of people my height (5'7/5'8ish) weigh what i weigh and they look skinny but the way that i carry my weight makes me look like a whale. i carry most of it in my hips and ESPECIALLY my thighs oh my fucking gosh i just look massive.
happy thanksgiving! tried not to get too much, just a little taste of everything. it was soooo delicious oh my gosh i love food sm.
thank you twitter
ugh i'm so stuffed from thanksgiving. it was at my aunts so i couldn't really purge but i did a tiny bit. gonna try to purge when i get home because i hate the feeling of being full.
i'm actually gonna cry bc i think my scale is broken. i went to the doctor today and when they weighed me it was TEN POUNDS MORE than what my scale says. ik damn well i did not gain ten pounds overnight SO WTF!!!!
hi guys update!! went to the doctor again and the same scale gave me ANOTHER different number. my scale says 165, tuesday the dr scale said 176, thursday it said 171!! i didn't lose weight and i was wearing basically the same outfit so WTF!!!