I'mma start writing here all the time lol this is great I love how sick yet supportive everyone is. Like I wish we were ok but
Ariana Grande
Olivia Rodrigo
Dove Cameron
Grimes
Nessa Barrett
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeMWrbd9/
Those lyrics omfg
I just wanna stop binging. This sucks. I started this bc I was too skinny but much rather that than this. And I'm aware of how many ppl wanted to be as skinny as I was back then and now I'm kinda becoming one of them. Like I just wanna be strong again, all I do is lay in bed and eat all the fucking time, I can't even move. I'm so tired.
Her street style is a whole other lever of iconic
I had a pretty big relapse and a fight with my family and this is so tiring and all I wanna do is eat although everything hurts. I'm sick of this and I'm actually sick and missing life this hurts so much.
I don't even wanna see my bf because I feel disgusting and he loves food and I don't wanna eat in front of others, I just wanna stuff myself while I'm alone.
I'll try fasting again, I did it for 2 days and it felt so fucking amazing.
I'm so glad I can vent here lol.
The only thing Im gonna eat till december (and maybe yogurt and fruit)