i'm sorry for the awful audio of the spoken word, i am not sorry for my emotion.
if Lord Apollon allowed song alone to heal, florence + the machine would have me considered sane
i'm literally so grateful to the gods. i prayed and prayed and prayed, i tried my hardest even though it hurt, but i have a friend!! i finally did it! she gets me, she has this curse too. we love the same games and the same music. she's so wonderful and beautiful and i love her with all of my heart.
new fp makes my bpd brain go brrrrrr
i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower
i hope you see this. you mean so much to me, thank you for not giving up on me. <3
her name is Laura. she is witty and hilarious and just a child. fuck you. you horrible ass bitch, not even for hurting me but for fucking daring to lay your monstrous paws on her again after what you did the first time. you disgust me. your girlfriend disgusts me. move out of that damn house and grow the fuck up. asshole scum. may the Gods torture you for the rest of your godforsaken waste of a human life.
‘prescribed destruction’ - 2.13.23
writer in the dark & liability -lorde
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✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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