Seeing This In The Middle Of The Lesson Is Bad Thing... It Is So... So Emotional Scene, So Beautiful

Thanks for the shoutout, and you know what? I feel it's specifically targeted at people like me, whose story goes similar to mine, so here is my story:

Age <14; you think you are hetero

Age 14-15; you think you might be Bi because your best friend (same gender) is so smart/ so beautiful/ so cute/ all of it, and you just go fjeksojfbwoa every time you see them, so you label yourself bisexual

Age 15-16; actually scratch the bisexuality, you don't really care about the gender anyway, you just want somebody to love you, anyone, so you do some research and discover that hey! Pansexuals don't care about the gender of people they love, so you must be Pan, right? That's logical conclusion

Age 16-17; okay, so this is the time, when people start talking more openly about sex, right? So, you realize you aren't a child any more, they talk about theirs first time or even get pregnant, and you just sit there like 😐 because WAIT! People your age really are doing it? They talk about things they felt before and after... And you just sit there because... Okay, you read (or even write) some smutty fanfics/novels, you know what sex is and everything, you even joke about it, so they have to be lying, that's impossible, you never felt like that, something has to be wrong, so you do some more research, and you find it... Asexuality, you are happy because that means you aren't a freak, a robot or a not-human creature to be killed (things I was called by some random dudes after I told them I don't feel sexual attraction) and you have a new label for yourself, you think you are panromantic asexual

Age 17-21; you are comfortable with your sexuality and romantic attraction, you find the best fitting description for yourself, you are happy with it, so you put it on the shelf and forget about it because now you know who you are, you have some problems with your gender, but that's another topic because you are almost 22 years old and... Welp, you never dated anyone, you rarely have crushes, and you don't look for love, not like some people do, no, you just... Don't feel it? "Again?" you ask yourself, It's... Welp, you know about aromantic people, you read too much about it, to not recognize it in yourself... But... You still want love... It's difficult enough when you are asexual, and... How? How are you going to find love now? So, you just... Don't label yourself because it's easier

Age 22; After some anxiety time you calm down and accept, that after 7-8 years of mislabelling yourself you are somewhere on aro/ace spectrum, and that history really like to repeating itself because for so many years you (again) thought no romantic feelings = panromantic...

I really would like this to be a joke, but almost 4 years of thinking that no sexual attraction = bi-/pansexuality AND THEN almost 8 years of thinking no romantic attraction = bi-/panromantic... Like how blind I am? How many times I will step on the same fucking rake and bonk by head with the handle?!

in honor of ace week id like to shoutout every asexual who first thought they were bi/pan because they looked at all the genders and felt no difference and zero is equal to zero so they said "huh. must be bisexual" and then shoved their sexuality back under the rug for 3-5 years

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(I just can't resist myself xD)

me when i see me: thats not me

This got me at frög... Man, I love frögs

I was thinking about stairs last night, because my intrusive thoughts are weird, but... But this... Those are not stairs... This is abomination... They are not even in parallel to the wall... What those lights even do? Why this weird asymmetrical hole user each step? Why this weird railing? And did I see glass at the top?

I didn't spend a few hours thinking about stairs and writing story involving stairs instead of sleeping to go on Tumblr and see this!

Sorry to whoever created them and big sorry for whoever had built them...

Look at this monstrosity. It doesn’t even fit the style of the house. Is that a strip of lights on the side?

vk.com

Was I fast enough, Tumblr? Did your crush-senses tingled and you were like "GET ME RAMZI HERE, IMMEDIATELY!"

Sorry I was late, but you know... Classes and Professors who don't respect students' time xD

Anyway, what you got for me, @kimmycup ? Have I ever told you that I adore your username? It's adorable and cute (just like you) ^-^

Who leaked my secret crushes that even I didn't know about?

Well, anyways... Hello cutie cutes @kimmycup @casmick-consequences 😏😏😏

Chapters: 1/1

Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America - All Media Types

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Loki (mentioned), Tony Stark (mentioned)

Additional Tags: Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Friends to Lovers, Mutual Pining, Alternate Universe - Military, Military Background, Smut, Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Oral Sex, Love Confessions, Dorks in Love, Idiots in Love, Bucky Barnes Feels, Steve Rogers Feels, Bottom Bucky Barnes, Top Steve Rogers, POV Steve Rogers, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Regrets Nothing, The Author is Duracell Bunny, Betaed

Series: Part 4 of HOOPLA! prompts (English)

Summary:

Bucky has a secret.

Steve also has a secret. And he knows that Bucky hides something from him.

A little much of alcohol helps them to spill their guts.

Tumblr is like plane.

Spn events are like big af storms...

You may not like the storm, but that doesn't mean you won't feel turbulence it causes

(I am still surprised that Tumblr-plane still flies xD)

Love how even if you’re in a fandom far removed from Supernatural, just the fact of being on tumblr means you’ll feel a disturbance in the force whenever something happens over there

Loki and Tony... one of them must have written it, I am certain 🤔 but which one? Maybe both?

Ah yes, the 5 love languages:

touch starved

my parents never told me they are proud of me

i love Stuff

im so fucken tired please god just let me rest for 5 minutes

hey pay attention to me

Honey! Wake up!

New crush just dropped!

Welcome to the family, @anxietyproblem xD

Who leaked my secret crushes that even I didn't know about?

Well, anyways... Hello cutie cutes @kimmycup @casmick-consequences 😏😏😏