09.04.2025 (wed)

13.05.2025 (tue)

ypt hrs ≈ 4:10 hrs

Lec 2 (left over 40 mins) + lec 3 of current electricity

Lec 3 + lec 4 of electrochemistry

Kind reminder that a degree will not get up one day and leave you, cheat on you, cut your funds, disrespect you or assault you. A degree will be worth a thousand sleepless nights and rivers of tears, because in the end it does matter more than anything else. A degree will make you an independent and undefeated woman, so stop belittling the importance of education nowadays. Every woman who studies is a woman who is ensuring a greater future for all women.

23.04.2025 (wed)

Day (14/30) of DOP CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3:35 hrs

💤 5 hour ish + 20 min nap 💤

Pretty chill day. The open book test in chem was goood and thankfully didn't have to stay back yasss

Started a 1000 piece puzzle (barely. Like I seriously have no idea what I'm doing)

Revised lec 1&2 of Haloalkanes and arenes it took me so frkn cuz I didn't look through em once after I wrote em and ended up forgetting most of the stuff

Made mindmap on chap 2 of phy for school

Did lec 3 (have around 30 mins left cuz my brain exited the chat)

Didn't join my brothers and czn when they went cuz I had to study 😭. I do plan on going out with them after class tmrw since it's a weekend wuhahaha 😈

That's itt !!

BYEEE

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04.05.2025 (sun)

Day (25/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

There was no offline school today because of NEET (I have only a year left AHHHHH), but we did have online classes.

They started at 9, and I woke up at 9:05—but thankfully class actually began at 9:10. The teachers were struggling with the online setup and it totally took me back to COVID times lol.

Anyway, class ended around 12:40-ish, after which I procrastinated, cleaned my room (which was an absolute pig’s pen for the past week or so), ironed my uniform, and did other random stuff. I still haven’t even broomed my room yet—planning to do that tomorrow.

It’s almost 7 pm rn and these are the things I've still yet to do will have to end up pulling an all nighter just when I was planning to get my sleep schedule fixed wtf.

They gave us so much work just because we had Sunday, which wasn’t even technically off. Watch me as I die?

Also I’m most stressed about the speaking test in English which they count towards our internal marks so AHHHH.

Bio - test on reproductive health

Bio - record

Bio - notes +diagrams

Chem - haloalkanes and arenes test

Chem - notes

Phy - test on current and electricity

Math - relations and functions test

Math - hw

Eng - Speech

Update : Did the bare frkn minimum I had to for tomorrow. This weekend was a complete mess—so much unproductivity and procrastination. Studied some math but didn’t finish it, but it's fine so I’ll just go through it tomorrow. My brain was not functioning today. bich was so slow

Also, turns out my chem test is tomorrow, and I haven’t touched it in two days. Still have a few topics left I've to touch, so planning on waking up early to study. If I don’t go through the numericals, I’m DONE for. I seriously do not plan on messing up on ANY of my tests this year bc I was lazy. I'd rather die. Just finished my eng hw, some notes and my chem worksheet and it’s already 1:30 am. I legit started at 11-12 ish ugh Planning to wake up at 4:30 am (fingers crossed.)

But on the bright-ish side I did do all the imp stuff and clean my room so I'm already feeling better. Gt work on my procrastination and laziness i cuz I'd be damned if I do the same shit this year.

Also, I'm kinda craving coffee—haven’t had it in over a month. No clue if it actually helps me stay awake, but I absolutely love the taste.

Toodles ~~

(and have a good day/night !!)

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WEEKEND TO DO LIST (march 20 to 22)

Bio - record work

Bio - complete diagrams

Bio - study rifp

Bio - complete notes (coaching)

Chem - study chemical kinetics

Chem - ws

Chem - lec 5,6,7 fml

Chem - NOTESSSS

Phy - study electric charges & fields

Math - study matrices

These are the stuff I HAVE to do. And if I have time I have to start doing questions and covering 11th backlogs cuz I haven't started YET 😭

07.05.2025 (wed)

Day (28/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 1:10 hrs

Just my live lec :(

18.03.2025 (tue)

TO DO LIST :

Math and phy hw

Live class

Lec 3

Lec 4

Lec 3 n 4 notes

Chemical Kinetics - start studying

Couldn’t finish everything bc towards the end, I got HIT with crippling cramps and was fkn dying. Spent the past two hours straight just crying lol. Took a painkiller which did ABSOLUTELY nothing. Took another one, still felt like I was being ripped apart. I feel so much better now I wanna cry like that's all I wanna do I swear

On the bright side, my mom was the sweetest and took care of me. I love her sm 😭😭.

Also, tried to take a quick power nap after I was back from school since I was half asleep while trynna study and yeah, that turned into a 2 hr nap. Woke up 10 minutes late to class. Love that for me 😀

Got LOADS to do tmrw 😭 Idk how am gonna manage AGHHHH

Anyways,

Take care lovesss

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one of the biggest things I can advocate for (in academia, but also just in life) is to build credibility with yourself. It’s easy to fall into the habit of thinking of yourself as someone who does things last minute or who struggles to start tasks. people will tell you that you just need to build different habits, but I know for me at least the idea of ‘habit’ is sort of abstract and dehumanizing. Credibility is more like ‘I’ve done this before, so I know I can do it, and more importantly I trust myself to do it’. you set an assignment goal for the day and you meet it, and then you feel stronger setting one the next day. You establish a relationship with yourself that’s built on confidence and trust. That in turn starts to erode the barrier of insecurity and perfectionism and makes it easier to start and finish tasks. reframing the narrative as a process of building credibility makes it easier to celebrate each step and recognize how strong your relationship with yourself can become

Update: Change of plans—had to go to the doctors again (the waiting was like 2 hours, I swearrr). Ended up reading MRP, FRP, and gametogenesis because there was literally nothing else to do lol. And there were only 5 people before us??

Now I’ve got 30 minutes left of the chem lecture to finish, so I’ll wrap that up and then crash because it’s already 23:30 💀. I’ll do the notes for it tomorrow, I guess. Planning to do chem and bio revision for school in the morning.

Thinking of dedicating my mornings to school stuff (apart from homework, which I’ll do right after I’m home) and keeping the rest of the day for coaching/NEET prep. Let’s see how this goes :)

Gunnight ~~

09.03.2025

Last week was a mess, but it’s cool cuz no way I’m repeating that. We’re back on track (hopefully).

To do list:

Math - read the text

Physics - reader + rev notes + hw

Eng - hw

Chem - read the reader + rev notes

Bio - reader + notes

Chem - lec 1 of solutions

Bio - review lec 1,2,& 3

It’s raining here, and i love the weather. My bed looks insanely cozy, but nope- no naps today :')

Also, in school, I kept thinking of food lol idk whyy probably bc my friends were eating in front my face 🥲. Anyways, hope y'all have a good one !

Toodles ~~

06.05.2025 (tue)

Day (27/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 3:35 hrs

💤 5:30 hrs + 20-30 min nap 💤

Bio - co-dominance, incomplete dominance, multiple allelism & down syndrome from principles of variation & inheritance

Finished off the 2nd half of lec 5 org. and ppn

Live class on current electricity

Math hw

Questions from ex: 2.2 and miscellaneous ex. of inverse trigonometry

omo we are almost done with the productivity collab challenge. Planning on starting 100 dop soon after that :)