Trouble Is In The Natural Instinct Of People. It's Your Good Fortune To Suffer If You Don't Get What

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Well, It's the end of my 2020 blog :3 I will start 2021

দেখো আলোয় আলো আকাশ,

দেখো আকাশ তারায় ভরা

দেখো যাওয়ার পথের পাশে ছোটে হাওয়া পাগলপারা ।

এত আনন্দ আয়োজন, সবই বৃথা আমায় ছাড়া । ভরে থাকুক আমার মুঠো, দুই চোখে থাকুক ধারা ।

এলো সময় রাজার মতো, হলো কাজের হিসেব সারা ।

বলে আয় রে ছুটে, আয়রে ত্বরা হেথা নাইকো মৃত্যু, নাইকো জ্বরা ।

দেখো আলোয় আলো আকাশ, দেখো আকাশ তারায় ভরা দেখো যাওয়ার পথের পাশে ছোটে হওয়া পাগলপারা ।

An evening in DSP.

8 th march 2020 (recognition of first patient) .today is 26 th march . I don't know what is happening in this country.

My parents, being health workers, are working without PPE. We are totally exposed to Corona. I don't fear for my family. But at least i want the real number gets exposed to all. In a densely populated country like Bangladesh, is it possible to stay safe without corona? We are all going to be infected. But at least, who are suffering and dying, their numbers get published. The wrong which Italy did, why we will not learn from the mistake? Even if we all get aware at once,we have to pay for the mistakes which we have done so far.

Bangladesh, be ready. Days are coming.

At last, you came.

Myself 1: I got all the maths of conics wrong when i was given to do. I am right now crying.

Myself 2: Remember the day when you did the maths.

Myself 1: Ummm....

Myself 2: Then how do u expect u will do correct maths? Did u memorise the maths? Or..

Myself 1: 😡 i diddd not memorise.

Myself 2: thenwhat? You wanted to solve the maths at Once?

Myself 1:ya.

Myself 2: Ok, then i think for problem solving you didn’t get sufficient time. Remember, HSC is not a place for problem solving. Ahhh, you have to memorise the maths repeatedly! Otherwise you can't get the maths correct.

Myself 1: i thought i could solve maths correctly. I believed myself. Now how will I cover all those things?!?

Myself 2. Wanna get 95+/100 in HSC.

Myself 1: ya.

Myself 2. Stop arguing, and memorise MATHS😠 Right now!

Sometimes you think

Others have to value your opinion. Others have to accept your opinion. But why? It's not bad to be unique. It’s not necessary to be in a mob always. It's normal that others will not able to realize the hidden significance of your opinion. They will laugh, they will mock. But why will you disobey your own heart?

It's not always necessary to ignore the unique ideas you get in your mind. It’s not necessary to obey the traditional rule always. Do you fear the failure? Then what's the necessity of this living by only keeping yourself in the comfort zone? You have to cling to your unique idea WHATEVER happens.

IT’S YOU. (Others don't matter always)

#personality

This time when every single second is precious for my life, it is not wise to be in depression. But unfortunately, mind does not hear any logic. Every person has to undergo different circumstances in his/her life. To merge all of them in a queue is really difficult. We always said not to regret for our past. But when time comes to compete, aren’t some running ahead for getting known to some information,for getting guidelines, for getting better environment? So, how to beat these unequal competitions? Where someone gets extra opportunities, someone not. Innate talent isn’t in our hand. We should not think about that. But what about giving effort in right way? Some can't choose their goal. Some choose their goal but don't get proper guidelines. Maybe they are giving their best but in wrong way. At last, they are failed. Some know their goals,know right paths to go but don't know how to follow the paths. In this funny world, some get opportunities but don't work with those. Some mourn for opportunities. Some have potential but none to guide them. Some know all guidelines but don't have potential. Why these unequal stuffs are going on in the whole world? And in which path will I go? I know every path is uncertain. But I have no problem with uncertainty. I have problem with regrets. I hardly saw any people who don't regret for their life. In this time of adolescence, to choose own idol is really hard. And also why will I go after mob? Why will i not go? I have none to answer me. When I ask someone, the common answer- "Why can't you think normal things? Can't you follow the normal paths?"

And my normal question - what's normal now anyhow?

Good days don't come often

Never imagined I can get too much organised in my own life. Though I could not be productive and organised in my study and sometimes I don’t cherish so, I woke up at 6 am- did yoga and exercise- cooked some hard dishes! That was impossible once. This time my visit in the roof was so awesome.  Though the tomato flower is small, it’s so cute!  Look at the cat sitting on another roof!