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That’s bisexuality baby
yall have to tell me if im crazy;
did loki MAKE yggdrasil??? or something to that effect?
id like to think that at some point in loki’s vast attempts at getting the loom to work he knew he would take a while so he just decided “fuck it” and him and mobius finally got their kiss
(please turn that into a fanfic im too lazy to write plus i suck ass at it)
So, I feel like I’m losing my mind. I keep seeing metas about how Aziraphale wants Crowley to return to Heaven and be an angel again because he wants them to be on the same side/be good/change/etc., etc., etc. but I don’t see that at all. I actually see it as the very opposite.
Aziraphale loves Crowley just as he is. But there’s something more. Something huge.
Aziraphale loves Crowley and because he is an angel who is stuck in seeing things as black and white, he constantly praises Crowley for being nice. For being good. For being kind.
Aziraphale has watched Crowley on and off for 6,000 years. He watched him thwart the plans of Heaven and Hell because it was unjust. He spared the lives of innocents. He did small things that made Aziraphale happy just because (like making Hamlet successful and saving valuable books). And because Aziraphale sees things in black and white, he sees all the things Crowley has done as nice, as good, as kind.
Crowley vehemently attests he’s not nice or good or kind.
He’s not exactly wrong nor is he lying when he says this. When Crowley spares goats during a cruel bet over a righteous man and swallowing laudanum to prevent a suicide, when he prevents Armageddon by working with Aziraphale and stopping the Anti-Christ from being the Anti-Christ, he’s not doing the nice/good/kind thing.
He’s doing the right thing.
Crowley chooses to do the right thing without hesitation. He is better than all of Heaven and Hell who have callous and dispassionate view of all existence because he questions, because he makes choices. Crowley sees the world for all its messiness and he sees himself. He sees a place where he fits in. He sees the blurred edges.
And Aziraphale sees that, even if seeing the blurred edges is hard for him.
But here’s the thing that Aziraphale can’t voice.
It’s the reason why he told Crowley about being allowed to return to Heaven and become an angel again. He doesn’t want Crowley to change. He doesn’t think Crowley is flawed. Or not enough.
It’s something that is so monumental that it cannot be put into words. Because to put it into words would be more than blasphemy. It’s down right unthinkable for anyone in Heaven, Hell, or Earth to say what Aziraphale knows deep in his soul.
God was wrong to cast out Crowley.
Aziraphale believes Crowley can/should return to Heaven because he knows that Crowley should never have fallen in the first place. He wants him to be forgiven because when Crowley fell it was unjust. Aziraphale is trying to correct a mistake. He’s trying to do the right thing.
Yes, Crowley would never accept returning to Heaven. And Aziraphale was wrong to even suggest it (although that conversation is another can of worms to unpack).
Aziraphale loves Crowley. He loves him exactly as he is. He doesn’t want him to change. Aziraphale knows that Crowley the best of all of them. He wants to change Heaven because of it. Because God was wrong and Aziraphale knows it.
Aziraphale may have difficulty seeing beyond black and white, but when it comes to Crowley he sees everything crystal clear and in vivid color.
sorry tumblr
it had to be done
Very important please answer
Me and my friend are fighting about this and I need to turn to the general public. Please rank yourself on this scientific scale for your opinion on oranges (not tangerines or members of the orange family or orange flavored things, strictly a classic orange)
1) Love oranges
2) Like oranges
3) Kind of like oranges
4) Orange neutral
5) Kind of dislike oranges
6) Dislike oranges
7) Hate oranges
please tell me im not the first person to make the comparison
so i was going through the upside down tab and netflix keeps reblogging steddie posts like
??? bestie whatre you tryna say
I heard ppl talking shit about Turning Red, that it “unlike Encanto, didn’t do a good job of explaining about the family/generational trauma”. Well LET ME EXPLAIN THIS IN ASIAN AMERICAN’S PERSPECTIVE.
As East Asian, I cried like a bitch in this scene. This three images were the perfect representation of how Asian family deals with trauma. If you don’t know, seeking counseling/therapy is basically frown upon in Asian culture. It doesn’t matter what it is, ppl will think you are a looney.
(Btw, in Korea when you go to a therapist THIS SHIT IS NOT PRIVATE. this will be on you PERMANENT RECORD as if you are some kind of fucking criminal. If you seek out therapy, EVEN A BLOODY SCHOOL COUNSELOR DURING MIDDLE SCHOOL, this will jeopardize you getting a jJOB/CAREER. Because no company will hire you!!!). I suffer from Long term stress disorder and my doctors recommended that i see a therapist. on my first therapy session, during ride back home, my mother flat out told me that she didn’t believe in therapy. and told me that EVERYONE HAS A BURDEN TO CARRY AND WE DO IT IN SILENCE AND STEADFASTNESS.
Sounds harsh right? But to the older generation, this is honorable act. to bare, and suffer for the family is something to be honored.
No matter how destructive it can be……
Many older generation Asian/parents carry this. they bare all the weight and don’t tell a soul the suffering they had to endure.
So what happens WHEN they can’t bare it longer?
chances are, the oldest child of the family plays therapist.
because the parents (ESPECIALLY THE MOTHER) has no one to lean on regarding such matter. They rather take their trauma to their graves then tell non-family members or a worst a STRANGER (therapist)
I am the oldest child of my family, I was my mother’s supporter, helper, her confidant and listener. I comforted her and listened to all the horrid, heart breaking trauma she suffered. She was also the oldest child of her family and she bared all the weight of the family. the difference between my mother and i, is that i grew up in west. i was told that speaking out my feeling/mental health is critical and important. and i seek out help when i wasn’t okay. meanwhile generations had taught my mother that seeking therapy is shameful.
so, us, the kids, who learned of emotional support and health, leads our parents out from the trauma.
just like how Mei is doing in this scene.
so yeah, this movie doesn’t tell trauma like Encanto. but that’s the point, every nation/generation have different way to deal with trauma. and turning red perfectly represented how west born/raised Asian kids deals with family trauma.
This movie isn’t encanto, it’s turning Red. And I think that’s beautiful on its own.
…wow its really that bad
okay im making a post and if production finds me and kills me then i guess i’ll die
i worked on DEH. I was on set almost every single day. I know it’s funny to joke about Ben and his hair and everything else but i wanna break it down for y’all real fast.
1. first off- that’s his hair. he’s jewish. it’s called a fucking jewfro and if y’all call it a wig one more time i’ll smother you in MY fucking jewfro.
2. i know y’all are saying he looks too old to play evan, but like,, Evan is tired. this is a story about mental illness (besides other things) and he’s not going to look like a 17 year old. mental illness ages you. I know he’s 27, but he wasnt really not that far off from looking like a high schooler. he put his whole fucking body into this part, just like he did on broadway.
3. Ben Platt is one of the most talented artists we’re going to see in our lifetime. Hands down. I saw this man sing his lungs out every day for months and it’s breathtaking. Without Ben, Dear Evan Hansen would not have even made it on the map. Ben has every right to reprise this role, to find closure in Evan, and say his goodbyes to the character. also, it would have been criminal to not immortalize his interpretation of Evan in some way, shape, or form. should they have brought it back to broadway and done a proshot? probably. but this is what we were given, and it wouldn’t have been right without Ben.
4. the humor is still there, promise.
you dont have to go see it. you dont have to like it. i know it’s fun to make fun of it, but i need everyone to know that this was a really hard movie to make. no matter who’s playing who, it’s still Dear Evan Hansen. and we’re really proud of it.
p.s. Alana is gay.
Pls I just want them back
people calling gator!Loki ‘Croki’ on Twitter and i cannot stress enough how much i love it—
CROKI 💖☺️💖
Beauty and the Beast fits Lokius for no reason
(take this as you want, go crazy go stupid w it)
[episode 4 destroyed me this is how i cope]
hello i have made this account to bring this to your attention