In The Christmas Special Mo Guan Shan Will Have Deja Vu: He Tian Takes Him Home, Undresses Him And Puts

mo guan shan: *struggling to open a jar of pickles*

he tian: do you need help with that?

mo guan shan: *smashes a jar on the floor and takes out a pickle from a pile of shards*

mo guan shan: no.

he tian: if i say i love you, will you say it back?

mo guan shan: yes.

he tian: i love you.

mo guan shan: it back.

jian yi: does anyone know why tian is crying?

i was rereading 19 days for the hundredth time and noticed something...

we saw redhead's smile.

the evil one but anyway!

mo guan shan: so, what's for dinner?

he tian, staring at the food he just burnt: regret.

Words to describe facial expressions

Absent: preoccupied 

Agonized: as if in pain or tormented

Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire

Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest

Beatific: blissful

Black: angry or sad, or hostile

Bleak: hopeless

Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern

Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent

Brooding: anxious and gloomy

Bug eyed: frightened or surprised

Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed

Cheeky: cocky, insolent

Cheerless: sad

Choleric: hot-tempered, irate

Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings

Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor

Despondent: depressed or discouraged

Doleful: sad or afflicted

Dour: stern or obstinate

Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing

Ecstatic: delighted or entranced

Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible

Fixed: concentrated or immobile

Gazing: staring intently

Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive

Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion

Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic

Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness

Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty

Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism

Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant

Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit

Jeering: insulting or mocking

Languid: lazy or weak

Leering: sexually suggestive

Mild: easygoing

Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful

Pained: affected with discomfort or pain

Peering: with curiosity or suspicion

Peeved: annoyed

Pleading: seeking apology or assistance

Quizzical: questioning or confused

Radiant: bright, happy

Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident

Sardonic: mocking

Sour: unpleasant

Sullen: resentful

Vacant: blank or stupid looking

Wan: pale, sickly

Wary: cautious or cunning

Wide eyed: frightened or surprised

Withering: devastating

Wrathful: indignant or vengeful

Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling

At the first night

mo guan shan: i'm not worthy of a good life, i'm not worthy of having friends, i'm not worthy of you. i'm just a dumb piece of shit with an ugly face.

he tian: …

he tian: you know, little mo, you have 217 freckles only on your face, and i would give half my life to count all the others. i would give the other half to repeat to you every day how beautiful, kind, wonderful, incredible and amazing you are. i love you. and in a way you're right, because you're really stupid if you haven't figured it out by now.

i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss soon pls i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss  i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss i want tianshan to kiss

mo guan shan: you're a moron.

he tian: then you're a moronsexual, cause you love me.

mo guan shan: and who are you then?

he tian: i'm a mosexual.

sometimes i think that i'm too dependent on tianshan and 19 days in general.

then i see some art or fanfiction.

and i'm already repeating in my head "god, i love them so much. tianshan is the only thing that makes me happy"