26/Non-Binary/West Coast/ 21+ Minors DNI/ Lover of the sea and shelled creatures đ˘/ Enjoy my tortured screams into the void
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Panic! âJak & Daxterâ PlayStation 2 Support us on Patreon
I missed the apple empanadas from taco bell sm guys you have no idea
when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest
Update: I called again and got a referral for a therapist :)
Anxiety is soooo cool, I called my providers mental health line to finally get some help and as soon as an actual person started to pick up I panicked and hung up.
FUCK THIS COUNTRY
I think iâve had enough of âstay informedâ and âstay safeâ. Shoot the president but do some target practice first
Anxiety is soooo cool, I called my providers mental health line to finally get some help and as soon as an actual person started to pick up I panicked and hung up.
side effects of being numb due to mental illness:
not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, youâre breaking down over something that isnât actually worth getting upset about
not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if youâre just lonely
instead of caring too much, you donât care at all about anything
not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out
losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say
word vomiting
mind âstaticâ
sorry that i ended two consecutive messages with "lmao." i don't know why i did that. it looks really dumb doesn't it. i'll edit one to get rid of it. you can end my stupid pathetic life if you want
insane that some people are born sooooo talented and I was born with an anxiety disorder
How did you do the booooo boop
Honestly I'm not sure, maybe it just does it randomly?
Reblog if its ok to spam you with boops
x | Zeon_J_