seashantyslxt - Waves of panic
Waves of panic

26/Non-Binary/West Coast/ 21+ Minors DNI/ Lover of the sea and shelled creatures 🐢/ Enjoy my tortured screams into the void

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5 months ago
Panic! ‘Jak & Daxter’ PlayStation 2 Support Us On Patreon

Panic! ‘Jak & Daxter’ PlayStation 2 Support us on Patreon

5 months ago

I missed the apple empanadas from taco bell sm guys you have no idea

5 months ago

when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

5 months ago

Update: I called again and got a referral for a therapist :)

Anxiety is soooo cool, I called my providers mental health line to finally get some help and as soon as an actual person started to pick up I panicked and hung up.

6 months ago
FUCK THIS COUNTRY

FUCK THIS COUNTRY

6 months ago

I think i’ve had enough of “stay informed” and “stay safe”. Shoot the president but do some target practice first

6 months ago

Anxiety is soooo cool, I called my providers mental health line to finally get some help and as soon as an actual person started to pick up I panicked and hung up.

6 months ago
seashantyslxt - Waves of panic

side effects of being numb due to mental illness:

not crying for weeks and weeks on end until one day, you’re breaking down over something that isn’t actually worth getting upset about

not being able to tell if your feelings for people are platonic or romantic or if you’re just lonely

instead of caring too much, you don’t care at all about anything

not being able to process anything going on in your life and when you try, your brain stalls out

losing your train of thought every five seconds, so when you try to have a conversation, you have to pause and remember what you were trying to say

word vomiting

mind “static”

6 months ago

sorry that i ended two consecutive messages with "lmao." i don't know why i did that. it looks really dumb doesn't it. i'll edit one to get rid of it. you can end my stupid pathetic life if you want


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6 months ago

insane that some people are born sooooo talented and I was born with an anxiety disorder


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6 months ago

How did you do the booooo boop

Honestly I'm not sure, maybe it just does it randomly?

6 months ago

Reblog if its ok to spam you with boops

6 months ago

Finally, prepare to be booped. ^_^


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6 months ago
She's So Fucking Cool
She's So Fucking Cool
She's So Fucking Cool

she's so fucking cool


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6 months ago
X | Zeon_J_
X | Zeon_J_
X | Zeon_J_
X | Zeon_J_

x | Zeon_J_

6 months ago
I Miss Being In Truckee Already, Take Me Back To Donner Lake.
I Miss Being In Truckee Already, Take Me Back To Donner Lake.
I Miss Being In Truckee Already, Take Me Back To Donner Lake.
I Miss Being In Truckee Already, Take Me Back To Donner Lake.
I Miss Being In Truckee Already, Take Me Back To Donner Lake.
I Miss Being In Truckee Already, Take Me Back To Donner Lake.

I miss being in Truckee already, take me back to Donner lake.


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