Solaris-v0id - The Void’s Nonhuman Rambles

The Void feels disconnected from it’s vessel. It moves too slow and has too many yet not enough limbs.

The Void feels incorrect, The Void was not meant to be formed this way.

I wish that we had more otherkin/voidpunk friends IRL it would be nice to have someone who understands us

*mischievous giggle*

*scurries back into darkness on all fours*

non-it/its users need to get their shit together fr

sometimes I just want to disappear into the trees

shoutout to the "cringe" otherkin

shoutout to the ones who have "cringe" sources

shoutout to the ones who have been told they are "cringe"

shoutout to the ones who are still working to release themselves from "cringe culture"

shoutout to this entire community, which has been called "cringe" again and again

yes, there has been so much "otherkin is cringe!1!!!!1" content.

and yet, we still exist.

cringe culture is dead. embrace it.

I want to live in the uncanny valley

I want people to look at me and just have my form be slightly out of their perception

I want my body to shift and change forms every time they look away

I want people to think that there is something Not Quite Right about me

⚠️TW: HEAVY DEREALIZATION ⚠️

We’re not fully convinced that we are real, we look into a mirror and see something that is very much NOT us, not me.

This vessel we use, our body, is not right. We are meant to have claws and more eyes and less limbs. We are meant to be more and less than we are. We are not meant to exist this way.

We’re not real and when we look around we can’t be sure that anyone or thing else is either. It all feels fake, fuzzy, like a photograph being burned or a dream that you can’t remember.

I have low empathy, the things around us and their feeling don’t make sense, they don’t seem real. Who’s to say that they ever were. Their reactions, even positive, seem like acts of aggression. Like a wolf bearing its teeth.

Maybe it’s not real, maybe I’m not real, I feel like I’m not. At least in the form that we’re in now.