Sorry For Showing Symptoms Of The Disorder I Told You Multiple Times I Have. Do You Want Me To Kill Myself?

it's pathetic how much i fucking hate you. i can't fucking stand it. i hate that you're out with your fucking friends and ignoring me. you know i want you to be happy but why can't you see how much of my happiness you're responsible for. why the fuck did you get me addicted to you like this and then just fuck off.

not that anyone would fucking care if i blocked them lol

We mostly joke around on this blog but can someone unironically mail me prescription amphetamines

I'm so tired of being in this vicious cycle of hating myself and not feeling good enough

the framing of "we can tell early humans had compassion because we've found skeletons of disabled people who made it to old age" kind of boils my piss a little bit because it kind of fundamentally assumes that compassion is the only possible reason to live in community with disabled people. and idk about you but I don't like the direction that logic tends to lead people

one must imagine sisyphus grinding his penis on the rock, moaning wantonly

when you wanna be mutuals with someone who's mutuals with your other mutuals so you interact with their blog daily hoping they'll get the sign but they don't interact with your blog ever so now you think they hate you and they want you dead because you're a nuisance to them/hj

I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive I want to be loved more than I want to be alive

imo the popular response i've seen to rfk's comments on autistic people have been genuinely unnerving. people are not saying "people's lives should not be weighed by what they contribute to society" and instead are talking about how high-functioning they are and how many forms of labor they can perform. extremely scary that this is how we're framing it, to be blunt.