She Wasn't A Good Person. She Knew That...

Dib's friend was sure that his girlfriend was only using him.

 Nobody that beautiful was that down to earth! There was no way she was being genuine!

But there was no way he would ever doubt her ever again.

This would explain so much actually. Why else would he let a 14 year old just leave?

as I'm writing Mazzaroth, and important to keep in mind: A and B are older than L to me, I'm just thinking... What if Roger became non confrontational and passive after A's death? What if he used to be quite strict in the past, but then he felt responsible that a kid he had in care died and thought that if he had been more lenient, that wouldn't have happened? I know how the majority of the fandom views Roger, Watari and the Wammy's, that is quite different from my own (made a 8k words post about that, so I can't really summarise it). But I just want a serious conversation about these characters, without people jumping immediately to the extreme (the death note fandom does it so often, it's actually headache inducing) and say that they are basically monsters devoid of any human emotion. In my headcanons about A, I also imagine that he first tried to escape, before B (and others, Roger and Watari included) managed to find him and bring him back, so when Mello decided to leave the Wammy's, Roger felt like he couldn't impose his authority, because... What if he reacted like A?

Honestly never thought the day would come when I'd love myself but huh. Look at that. Character growth.

And somehow, through all that stress and anxiety and grief, I arrive.

I’m exhausted as all hell. And I wonder if going through all that pain was even worth it, but I made it.

Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason

I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.

They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.

Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD

And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”

Have you ever drawn misa?

Yeah, I did some sketches but she doesn't really grow on me.

Dib never really cared much about having to wear glasses. But sometimes he really hated how terrible his vision was.

Biblically accurate kira

okay, was anybody going to tell me that takada/misa ship exists or was i just supposed to find out myself

Truly, the most chaotic place is within a writer’s mind. And then we try to turn it into a plot that makes sense somehow

14 chapters (???) of chaotic worldbuilding/plotting later, and my brain has decided I want to fit intergalactic space travel into this damn kinda-a-prison-au fic. Where? I'm not sure. Will I fit it in? Damn right I will, as a treat.