And somehow, through all that stress and anxiety and grief, I arrive.
I’m exhausted as all hell. And I wonder if going through all that pain was even worth it, but I made it.
Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason
I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.
They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.
Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD
And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”
this line from Good Omens went hard ngl
hi i have an art request because i can't draw but like near in like pagan apparel?? i headcanon him as like agnostic pagan and like i really wanted to see him in like a pentacle necklace with crystals and like witchy symbols using his tarot or just anything pagan!near really
Hi anon I’m SUPER sorry this took me two months to finish!! Honestly I didn’t really have a proper idea of what I wanted the final result to look like and I don’t feel like I put enough emphasis on the pagan aspects of the drawing and generally I don’t think I did your headcanon justice :( Regardless, I tried my hardest with this and I hope you still like it!!!
IDK what this is. i just wanted to draw my precious linda
Hello October, sorry I'm late
May I offer you some pumpkin boys?
Hi Neil, I apologise in advance if this doesn't remotely make sense since I've had a few glasses of wine but I am Sad (big S). My best friend (who precedes me by 35 years) is dying, and is in a hospice as of today. I grew up without a dad but he's given me the chance to know what it's like to have one. I've told him as such, but I'm afraid of all the grief I'll feel once he's gone. All that love that I won't be able to put anywhere, what do I do with it??? I love him so much, and I'm putting on my bravest face for him, but I'm so scared.
Love (like all energy) cannot be destroyed. It simply changes into a different kind of love. Grief is real and love is real and missing people is real and none of your love for your friend will ever be wasted.
Oh my gosh, this is the same idea I’ve had since a long time ago!!
I’m very tickled by the idea that Sayu and Mello have been friends before the kidnapping. I’m even more tickled by the idea that the whole kidnapping scheme is Sayu’s idea.
Random thought that I kind of like but don't have many ideas about.
An au where Sayu isn't actually kidnapped, but through some weird circumstance she and Mello met earlier on. They begin working together to take down Kira, and to get the death note from the task force Mello "kidnaps" her (Sayu suggests the fake kidnapping) and she is less traumatized after getting rescued.
I like to think that Linda was super mad at Near and Mello and thats why when she was asked she was like “yes here is a drawing of their faces!” to get back at them, but she didn’t really want them to die so she drew the much younger versions of them than she actually remembers
as a child being told "the moon controls the tides" with no additional explanation was like. oh okay. you want me to believe in magic? you're talking about magic right now? okay. fine
Day 11 & 12 of Inktober 2023: Wander & Spicey Sayu and her friend wandered around and had some spicey snack.