hi im solar im asatru and like reality shifting ok bye :3
✧ Food. That's it I just want to try sososo much food.
I HAVE TO SHİFT TONIGHT
I really can’t with this reality anymore 😭
Drop all of your shifting tips please please please
Because it’s been 2 years and nothing has changed in my shifting journey and I really have to shift tonight. I don’t have enough power to stay here anymore. I attempt to shift EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and even if I want to take a break, I cant. I have to shift so bad. I’m not good. I don’t feel good at all. I’m so tired. Please someone help. Please. Please. Please. I beg you
I know you all will tell me no one can help me because shifting is something that only I can figure out what works for me. But I can’t anymore. Idk maybe something will click and I will shift.
✧ To travel! (And not JUST to other countries in a reality that looks like this one, also other completely mindblowing worlds that thine eyes have yet to see...)
Most shifters genuinely forget to have fun in their shifting journey like this isn't supposed to feel like ur math homework 😭😭
excuse me...terf shifters? terf shifters have COMMUNITY? WTF
if you're in shiftblr and a terf, block me now. I don't want to see you on my dash again.
tell me why the fuck I was slapped awake while trying to shift through sleep paralysis????
was it even sleep paralysis like
sure it felt like it but also I was interrupted by my dogs barking in the background so it might have been void state
I didn't check if I could move or not lmfao
BUT LIKE IT HAPPENED TWICE
like not even slap to the cheek
it wa full on hand to the front of my face
like I felt a STING ON MY NOSE WHERE THE PALM HIT WHEN I WOKE UP
AND THAT WAS RIGHT AFTER I FELT MY SURROUNDING CHANGE INTO MY DR
WHAT THE FUCK
Just because you haven't shifted yet doesn't mean you can't Will you trust in what I'll tell you? Just for the duration of this post? You are not broken, not doing it wrong. There isn't anything like "not spiritual enough" or "not aligned enough", "not ready enough" or any of the crap that your inner doubts viciously whisper into your ear at 3AM. You are just a person, just human. Someone trying something so weird, hard, strange and yet something so beautiful like shifting, and something most of the world doesn't even believe in. That takes guts. Shifting isn't a linear, one-size-fits-all thing. Shifting isn't a video game you master by leveling up and spending thousands of hours on it. There is no test, finish line, invisible scoreboard you need to glance at. Just because you haven't shifted yet doesn't mean you are failing. Doesn't mean that you aren't trying hard enough or that you are missing something. Just means your 4D and your 3D haven't lined up yet. But that doesn't mean they never will. Honestly said, you could shift tonight. Tomorrow. Next week. In six months when you least expect it. You could shift in the middle of doing something completely unrelated. The nature of shifting seems to be unpredictable, personal and unproveable until you experience it yourself. Should I tell you something else? Nothing you ever did to shift was wasted. Not the time you spent scripting, visualizing, hoping, crying, failing and trying once again. It all matters in the moment, but once you reach your goal, it will not matter any longer how long it took you. You are not running backwards. You are simply on your own way, and maybe that way is a bit longer. You don't owe anyone a set deadline, not even yourself. Try to take the pressure off your shoulders, you are not a machine that can push itself to the limit forever. You are a soul, allowed to be tired and frustrated, allowed to take a break and come back when it feels right for you. Maybe try tonight. Or don't. Script, or don't. Listen to your heart and body, try when you feel like it, not when you have to force yourself. I promise you are close, the fucking door is still wide open. Your chance hasn't run away, it's there. It will all be worth it.
Nyehehe thank youuu
🥨 for baked goods ask game
YAYYY ANOTHER ONE HEYY!!
Another moodboard!!! >:) Here ya go
It's probably somewhat out-of-place in my DR since I do live in Okinawa-
ANyhow, first image (top left) is the general look of our house
The top image to the right of the first image is my room, and the bottom one is like the way to the backyard <3
The middle two images are a window in the living room and the general bathroom respectively !
Bottom two are the living room and the entrance to the kitcheennnn
But iiii had a hard time trying to make it reasonable and not stand out because it wouldn't make sense to have an odd-one-out in the neighborhood... (so sorry this took so long to make vro I promise I didn't mean to take so long--)
(All images found on Pinterest!)
Oh shoot I just remembered something
I took a nap earlier in the afternoon and even though I didn't sleep for long, I had a dream...
I don't remember most of it (as one usually does) but what I do remember is putting on my roller skates... and in the [I think] school I was in, I somehow had the determination and confidence to actually skate really fast...
Like I did such a sharp turn and even jumped and I remember that part so so vividly I felt so excited !
I'm taking this as a little sign that I'm shifting to my sk8ti dr very very soon ☆