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stsumugi

A personal blog, this is as eclectic as my Spotify playlists.Zakkura, shigadabi, danganronpa, csm, Poppy the singer!I draw, I write, I game.Aroace, sex-pos., 21+, Taurus, INFP 9w8You can find me at: lunapony3 (ao3) and suumer1bolt1 (twt)

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3 months ago
Been Seeing This Go Around And It Makes Me So Sad...

Been seeing this go around and it makes me so sad...

"Hinata was normal up until around middle school, and he was even excelling in classes and sports. But because of this, it worsened this idea in his head that he was someone special who could achieve his hopes and dreams."

And I think this makes Hinata especially tragic. It hits home for me and I feel a lot of normal people. Being good, but not good enough that it matters. Being the best in your class doesn't mean anything to the world. You're almost there but not quite yet. It's maddening.

I think Hinata's upbringing has a lot to do with it.

About the same level of canon-ness as this tweet, Spike said this about Hinata's parents.

Been Seeing This Go Around And It Makes Me So Sad...

I think Hinata thinks what he does mostly because of his parents. They consented to the Kamukura project after all. They were not happy that their son was just average. We see all throughout SDR2 that what Hinata wants isn't talent. It's to feel confident. That he belongs. Talent is just a means to that end. Because if he's exceptional, he'll have something that makes him worthwhile. That's what his parents taught him, directly or indirectly.

Compare it to the Naegi siblings. Makoto and Komaru do not envy talent. They are impressed by it, and they sometimes lement how normal they are, but it is no skin off their back. I think it's because they grew up happy. They clearly had good parents and a good life. Becoming the best wasn't either of their goals, because they weren't taught that's what it takes to deserve love.

It's tragic. Hinata was a perfectly average - above average even - person. But everyone around him wanted him to be more, so he wanted to be more.

SDR2 and DR3 both hint that he used to get bullied in school. This definitely contributed, I think.

Hinata didn't want to be himself, because he wasn't good enough as himself, and that meant he couldn't be happy. He knew what the Kamukura project would do to him. He didn't care. Because it was better than being himself.

You could call it arrogance. In part, it is. But all I see is a kid who was damaged by his upbringing trying to fix it all. If he was shown more kindness and love in his life by his parents or other adults, I think it would have turned out differently. If Hinata didn't have these values instilled in him from those around him and the world itself, none of this would have happened.

And considering he was just fine as he was, it's incredibly sad.

3 months ago

how do we feel about komanami here

How Do We Feel About Komanami Here

they're my parents by the way i can confirm this was how i was born

positive!

3 months ago
Sketch

sketch

3 months ago
Summer Berry Mix ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿซ โ™กโŠนหšโ‚Š
Summer Berry Mix ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿซ โ™กโŠนหšโ‚Š
Summer Berry Mix ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿซ โ™กโŠนหšโ‚Š
Summer Berry Mix ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿซ โ™กโŠนหšโ‚Š
Summer Berry Mix ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿซ โ™กโŠนหšโ‚Š

Summer Berry Mix ๐Ÿ“๐Ÿซ โ™กโŠนหšโ‚Š

3 months ago

@everentropy weโ€™re a hit on Bluesky๐Ÿ˜Ž

@everentropy Weโ€™re A Hit On Bluesky๐Ÿ˜Ž
@everentropy Weโ€™re A Hit On Bluesky๐Ÿ˜Ž
3 months ago

Spite alone is not enough for me.

I can't face the next four years if the best I've got against systemic bullying and dehumanization is the knowledge that my continued existence pisses these bigots off. That's just not enough for me to keep going. It makes me feel like giving up now. I can't resign myself to four years of misery, and I don't think you should, either.

My hope today comes from knowing there's going to be rough shit in the next 4 years, but there's going to be joy, too. There are going to be kids who start hrt for the first time. People will get the gender-affirming surgeries they need and feel comfortable and happy in their body like they never knew they could. Trans people all over this country will come out and finally feel like they can be themselves. This year, there will be nervous trans teenagers wearing rented dresses and tuxedos to prom who will be so scared but it will go perfectly fine. There will be parents who hug their children and tell them that they might not understand yet but they will always, always love them. For every transphobic uncle there will be that kind stranger who makes sure to "sir" or "ma'am" you a bit extra hard. There will be donated binder drives and joyful art posted by a teenager who just learned what "nonbinary" means and people in administrative positions who try to make our lives a bit easier when they can.

I'm terrified of what the next four years will bring. I'm scared of losing my healthcare, I'm scared for trans kids, I'm scared of the rampant dehumanization aimed at us. I'm tired of being used as a political punching bag.

But that's not all these years will bring. For myself and for all my trans siblings in the US, I hope these years bring us joys we haven't even imagined yet and victories we haven't yet considered we could win. And I can try to keep going for that. I hope you do, too.

3 months ago
I Think He'd Like It
I Think He'd Like It
I Think He'd Like It

i think he'd like it

3 months ago
Itโ€™s On The Mouse - Barmaid Edition
Itโ€™s On The Mouse - Barmaid Edition
Itโ€™s On The Mouse - Barmaid Edition

itโ€™s on the mouse - barmaid edition

3 months ago

EXCUSE ME, my boobs are down here. Look at them when I speak to you. ๐Ÿ’ข

3 months ago
Whoops
Whoops

whoops

3 months ago
The God Of Fear And Hunger Acknowledges Your Suffering.
The God Of Fear And Hunger Acknowledges Your Suffering.
The God Of Fear And Hunger Acknowledges Your Suffering.
The God Of Fear And Hunger Acknowledges Your Suffering.
The God Of Fear And Hunger Acknowledges Your Suffering.

The God of fear and hunger acknowledges your suffering.

3 months ago
He's Sooooo Mlp To Me Like, Its Like If A Background Pony Became Nightmare Moon

He's sooooo mlp to me like, its like if a background pony became nightmare moon <3 <3 <3

4 months ago

Blood and injury warning i guess

Blood And Injury Warning I Guess

got too discouraged and self concious to draw anything for a while, but i managed to get something out. just Zacks death in my WC AU since theres no guns he just got ganged up on and mauled I made Cloud look a little more distressed because that was one of the gripes i had with the original scene. Yeah i know Cloud was still pretty much out of it but like, idk man i wanted him to cry more. Hug Zack as he died or something idk That was literally his only other friend aside from Tifa. Have him show so much raw emotion before he shoves it all down to act like hes fine afterwards.

4 months ago
Thinkin About His Full Leather Get Up, My Boy Is Chafed
Thinkin About His Full Leather Get Up, My Boy Is Chafed

thinkin about his full leather get up, my boy is chafed

4 months ago
Just A Little Funger Comic. Cahara And D'arce Briefly Discuss Their Special Someones.
Just A Little Funger Comic. Cahara And D'arce Briefly Discuss Their Special Someones.
Just A Little Funger Comic. Cahara And D'arce Briefly Discuss Their Special Someones.
Just A Little Funger Comic. Cahara And D'arce Briefly Discuss Their Special Someones.
Just A Little Funger Comic. Cahara And D'arce Briefly Discuss Their Special Someones.

just a little Funger comic. cahara and d'arce briefly discuss their special someones.

p.s. help me get to grad school: https://ko-fi.com/sunnyshea

4 months ago
Uhmm First Time Opening Any Kind Of Commission! Please Feel Free To Message Me And We Can Discuss Your

Uhmm first time opening any kind of commission! Please feel free to message me and we can discuss your ideas! Paypal is accepted and preferred! Please allow up to 3 days for response, as I have a full time job that I hate <3


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4 months ago

I shall enter this treacherous dungeon through the main gate , I hope I shan't be ambushed by any foul creat-

I Shall Enter This Treacherous Dungeon Through The Main Gate , I Hope I Shan't Be Ambushed By Any Foul
4 months ago
More Syo And Komaru Textposts Because I Love Them
More Syo And Komaru Textposts Because I Love Them
More Syo And Komaru Textposts Because I Love Them
More Syo And Komaru Textposts Because I Love Them

more syo and komaru textposts because i love them

4 months ago
Basically Developing A Fancast At This Point But Just With Ff7 Characters
Basically Developing A Fancast At This Point But Just With Ff7 Characters
Basically Developing A Fancast At This Point But Just With Ff7 Characters

Basically developing a fancast at this point but just with ff7 characters

Thatโ€™s Tifa as Butch btw aerti for the win

Thanks for the support @a-view-without-light-pollution <3


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4 months ago
(Credit: Pixiv.net/artworks/123065200)

(Credit: pixiv.net/artworks/123065200)

(Credit: Pixiv.net/artworks/123065200)

Wow, this image was well timed.

(Credit: Pixiv.net/artworks/123065200)

I am AOK with this!

(Credit: Pixiv.net/artworks/123065200)

It just sucks that I CAN'T HOLD YOU UP LIKE THIS IRL! RRRRGH!

4 months ago
Komanami Week 2023: Day Seven -- Wedding
Komanami Week 2023: Day Seven -- Wedding
Komanami Week 2023: Day Seven -- Wedding
Komanami Week 2023: Day Seven -- Wedding

Komanami Week 2023: Day Seven -- Wedding

I'm so sad I wasn't able to do any of the other prompts this year but I'd be damned to miss an opportunity to draw Nagi in a skimpy outfit and Chiaki in handsome suit ๐Ÿ˜ค

4 months ago
My Piece For @tokomarugadzine !! Check It Out For Leftovers~

My piece for @tokomarugadzine !! Check it out for leftovers~

Really excited to finally have participated in a zine and to physically own one!! One of the best experiences one can have as a fan girl :')

4 months ago
Komaeda And Ouma Charts I Made For Myself For Future Reference, One Day I'll Draw Something More Specific
Komaeda And Ouma Charts I Made For Myself For Future Reference, One Day I'll Draw Something More Specific
Komaeda And Ouma Charts I Made For Myself For Future Reference, One Day I'll Draw Something More Specific

komaeda and ouma charts i made for myself for future reference, one day i'll draw something more specific with them lol

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