When You Have Too Many Good Meals To Choose From And You Have To Chose The Order Of Eating:

THIS IS CANON-

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this whole mutual thing is overhyped on this site. want to send me an ask off anon? do it. want to tag me in a post? do it. follower, mutual, or just random person who stumbled across my blog: I crave interaction and literally do not mind.

oh damn. slenderman is scared of Adam....

Sage wanna go to school?

I'm at school now lol😅

bbg, i know how it feels (personal experience with that kinda thoughts). but i'd suggest this;

any time you wanna hurt yourself, count in numbers.

I like the number five, so i count by fives. five groups of five. count it, tap my foot, my fingers, clench my hands to fives.

five and twenty five. i count by them to try and just distract myself.

How do i not start harming myself one day? Out of a weird curiosity? I'm scared of that idea the most bc that 'try' won't stop and my own actions and thoughts will manipulate my personal beliefs and the limits I'm trying to set- both for my mind and actions.

But seeing and learning others losing against themselves hurts me so much. I don't have a strong personality. I'm trying, for months, to not get a reflexive answer to stressful moments as the mere words of 'i wanna kms'- just so i dont get used to it or don't get affected by it. And yet now those words are what escapes my mind during any kind of a breakdown and im trying to not think like that. İm still trying to not think like that but idk. İm scared. It hurts me so much seeing people hurt. I hate this world :(

"Kill yourself" is basic. "I hope your fandom gets a new installment that is objectively a great work but also tonally dissonant from the previous ones in a way that generates a huge newbie boom of people uninterested and hostile towards the history of the franchise" is smart. It's possible. It's terrifying. It's happening right now.

Byee pookies <3

I'm off till tomorrow at 9-ish EST

Yes! Finally a term for it!

Ive come up with the phrase "blorbo-in-law" which is a fictional character who isn't, like, YOUR blorbo from YOUR shows but it is your mutual's blorbo who you nevertheless have developed strong opinions about due to long term dash exposure

AAAAAAAAA I MISSED YOU WELCOME BACKKK <333

YAYY!! I AM BACK!

OH JUST TAKE MY HEART-

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Sage wanna go to school?

I'm at school now lol😅