Mine Is When I Made An Animatic And Posted It On Yt (it's Gone Now Grr) And Someone Commented Saying

The omnipresent being and an all around fool :3

like/reblog if u are:

a bitch

a bastard

an all around fool

an omnipresent all-powerful being

a sparrow

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capable of moving at immense, incomprehensible speeds

an eldritch being

no one will know which one u chose! :D

this is exactly how i write and chat-

Talking with writers online

Their stories: Amazing grammar, soaring vocabulary, beautiful imagery and prose which flows like a river.

In chats: no capitalisation or punctuation, swears like a sailor, misspellings everywhere, acronyms and abbreviations every five words, idek

YES!!

me when someone I follow follows me back

for anyone who needs this-

guess who got termed 😭

NOOOO-

bbg, i know how it feels (personal experience with that kinda thoughts). but i'd suggest this;

any time you wanna hurt yourself, count in numbers.

I like the number five, so i count by fives. five groups of five. count it, tap my foot, my fingers, clench my hands to fives.

five and twenty five. i count by them to try and just distract myself.

How do i not start harming myself one day? Out of a weird curiosity? I'm scared of that idea the most bc that 'try' won't stop and my own actions and thoughts will manipulate my personal beliefs and the limits I'm trying to set- both for my mind and actions.

But seeing and learning others losing against themselves hurts me so much. I don't have a strong personality. I'm trying, for months, to not get a reflexive answer to stressful moments as the mere words of 'i wanna kms'- just so i dont get used to it or don't get affected by it. And yet now those words are what escapes my mind during any kind of a breakdown and im trying to not think like that. İm still trying to not think like that but idk. İm scared. It hurts me so much seeing people hurt. I hate this world :(

IT'S GORGEOUS-

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Not by Big Thief

Velvet Ring (2023 Remaster) by Big Thief

Should've Been Me by Mitski

Star by Mitski

Girl With One Eye by Florence + The Machine

Everyone Adores You (at least I do) by Matt Maltese

I'm Your Man by Mitski 😭😭

Bruno Is Orange by Hop Along, Queen Ansleis

Messy by Lola Young

may you never forget me by Temachii

My playlist is sad....

@insufferablewhore @thegremlininyourcloset @grayson-on-the-chandelier @mast3rsw0rd @dogskahara @cheez-the-clown @ anyone else <3

Music Shuffle!

thank u for the tag @ebodebo and @lavenderdaisychain 😌💐

rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first 10 songs, then tag 10 friends to do the same!

About You by 1975

Every Breath You Take by The Police

Til the sun goes up by So!YoON!

gloria by Kendrick Lamar & SZA

Strawberry Lemonade by j.pastel

yellow is the color of her eyes by Soccer Mommy

At Your Best (You Are Love) by Aaliyah

pueblo by wave to earth

CATFISH by Doechii

Come back to me by RM

no pressure tags: @indecisive-authors @heavysighing-dreamyeyes @batsycline69 @siddyyyyyyyy @in-som-niyah @justasimpleton-26 @sunnie-angel & anyone else who wants to join :)

me doing makeup while feeling fem or nb: 😊

me when i make the eyeliners match:

.... escapism??

"people who stay up at night are either insomniac or In love" people who stay up at night read gay fanfiction on AO3 what are you on about?