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Life update: crying because I miss my best friend since kindergarten. Fuck you corona you peice of shit, you made me not talk to her for I didn't keep track of time but I know it has been at least four months. Everyone wear masks and wash your God forsaken hands so I can see her again!

New idea

Me: okay I had a two day break, what do I need to write?

my common sense: you need to work on the next chapter of masquerade, the sequel of sunday tea with the king, and maybe if you finish those quickly you could work on one of your wips, but that is very unlikely.

my brain: heyyyy, you know that song that you have been listening to for a day on repeat?

Me: Yeah?

my brain: great cause you have to change your idea for the sequel of STWTK, Kay?

Me: *looks over the idea* I really like this lets do this!

My common sense: well you you weren't having fun with the original idea anyway. so okay.

My brain: YAY!

Me: wait did we just agree on something? also this is a prequel.

Oh and btw if you haven’t noticed yet, this blog supports people of color and the LGBTQ community.

update on fic posting

I will not follow a schedule but I will have dates that I will try to have one out before or on. okay?

The Girl With The pinned Smile

there is a girl with a pinned smile that “everyone adores” 

She knows what they say when she closes her door

and knows that her tears dropping like flies will not help her

The girl with the pinned smile is a model student with straight A’s

She feels like screaming every time everyone says that she will be fine when they give her double the normal amount of work

She wants to drop dead when everyone gives her all the work in a project

When she tries to tell anyone her accomplishment that she worked for and she gets in return is a “yeah, we get it you're smart.” or a “stop showing off.” She wants to stop trying.

The girl with the pinned smile won the lottery with her looks

She has such smooth skin, that isn’t covered with bumps

The bumps are scratched until crimson runs down her skin

When someone says she looks pretty she will respond “thank you!” even though she knows they are lying

When they say that she is ugly she doesn’t respond to it and walks away, and she believes it

The girl with the pinned smile says “I love you too” as she closes her door

She walks over to her mirror and looks the stranger in the eye

She unpins her permanent smile as tears race down her face, her cheeks are sore

Her perfect curls look like bramble bush on top her head

She pushes up her hair revealing the ugly bumps on her forehead

She takes off her shirt showing the bumps on her back and the ugly pudge on her stomach

She takes off her shorts, and bra

She puts on some cute pajamas that don’t match her at all

Words such as Ugly and useless cloud her head

She wants to shut them up

But she agrees with them

A small voice says the opposite she quite’s it so it is not heard

That small voice is lying

She curls up on her bed

So small in the big world

She is scared

And lonely

And fat

And loud

She wants to scream but knows that will only make her more loud

She wants to be quite, but knows that is not her

She gets up out of bed and grabs her sandals

She runs out of the house which is silent

She runs to the closed park

No one ever goes there anymore

In the dead of night when not even a mouse awake

She lets her silent scream reach the world

Reblog if you would love someone with

Depression

Anxiety

Suicidal thoughts

Scars

Self hate

Body mobifications (piercings, tattoos, etc)

Eating disorder

PTSD

OCD

Personality disorder(s)

Or anything else that society sees as “bad” or “unworthy of love” because everybody matters and needs love

I am doing this with poems and short stories.

That’s right! Dukexiety Week is happening! 

From August 23 to August 30 the prompts are as follows

Day 1: Halloween

Day 2: Fairytales

Day 3: Pirates

Day 4: Coffee (Shop)

Day 5: Music

Day 6: High School

Day 7: Movie Night

Bonus Day 8: Superheroes.

Anyone can participate, and all mediums are accepted (moodboards, playlists, cosplay, art, writing, and any creative stuff I can’t think of) 

There are a few rules to follow, simple stuff under the cut.

Keep reading

I finished sher-ra...

I want more.

I would try, but probably will give up in the middle.

What if I went and hosted a Dukexiety week with like prompts for each day? Would anyone be interested in that? Would anyone actually do it?

I am loading my pockets full of candy and grabbing my poison daggars and my fly swatter. I agree with this 100%. Anyone disagree with this can face my daughter Mira, she hunts rats and birds to the point when no other animals go into my neighborhood, she a good cat, and a even better cuddler.

based on a true story

I request what I want, and I want this! please.

I’m curious 👀

I am watching the third season of shera on Netflix after two years of leaving the series alone. I love the intro music. Catra needs to calm the F down. Adora needs love and to know what is going on.

Me: deep breathing

let’s talk about tough, brave, scarred and bitter characters whose voices soften and whose hands move patiently when they interact with someone terrified and hurting

Are you crofters? Because you’re my jam

AAaaawwww, thank you!

*Me remembering that I have some hard core Roman fans in my tiny following*: wait they will probably really like this, time to reblog.

I've seen enough Jock Roman. Y'know what I want?

Roman who is absolutely enamored with theater. Who would be absolutely ecstatic if he got a lead role in a play. But who's too anxious that he'll mess up a line, or trip over a wire, or do something equally embarrassing. So he just watches from the sidelines, occasionally helping with set design.

Roman who's adhd is too much of a nuisance to actually remember anything. Which is just another reason he can't have a leading role, he'd forget the lines in a heartbeat.

Roman who's short. Who's friends constantly tease him about it, lightheartedly calling him names and resting their arm on his head like an arm rest. Constantly having to ask for help when picking heavy things up, and getting things down.

Roman who wears mostly larger tee shirts and sweaters because he's kinda pudgy, and if he wears anything else that will be on full display and he does not want that at all.

Idk man, just gimme that non jock Roman..

Update on my last post. I did get sleep 10-11 hours in fact.

Is it One AM where I am? Yes.

Am I helping my older sister catch one of our cats? Yes.

Am I getting any sleep tonight? Maybe, it has yet do be decided.

Will I be in a bad mood tommorow? YES, no doubt.

Is one of my dogs stuck under my bed, Yes.

Here lies *reenacted* she is a very good girl and I love you so much.

Here lies Asia. They are not going to be able to make it.

lets do this

everybody who reblogs this will get a terrible Sanders Sides pickup line in their inbox. every. single. fander. 

@meowthefluffy​ @the-real-comically-insane​ @cannella-shenanigans​ I have redone it with everything in it. now here is what it is saying in my terrible handwriting

Code name: Bumble

Real name: May

Weapon: Scythe

Ability/Magic: Raising the dead

Personality: talkative, kind, and clumsy

She doesn't know what the heck she is doing but she is doing it. She is a Powerful dumbass

I am joining!

Magical girl Cannella at your service!

I'm b o r e d

Anyone wanna join this magical girl group? 👉👈

Picani’s Dress Because I Forgot Him

and mask

I am ready *reenacted by thenextyellowfish's rule off no cursing* let's do this!

EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO REBLOGS THIS WILL GET THE FOLLOWING IN THEIR INBOX.

A BRIEF ORIGIN STORY

A SUPERPOWER OR THREE, MAYBE FOUR DEPENDING

A SUPERHERO OR VILLAIN NAME

YOU MIGHT ALSO GET AN ARCHNEMESIS WHO HAS REBLOGGED THIS ALREADY

AND YES I MEAN EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO REBLOGS THIS.

Yes please, also can my cat come it is her first 4th of July and she is super scared

*distant crying is heard*

Reblog if you stan this Roman smile

I like and need attention, my friend group is mainly quite kids or extremely loud kids both need a lot of attention.

this user desperately needs attention and affection at all times

I need help

so I need original characters for Masquerade, and cause most of mine don’t fit the universe that they are living in. all I need is what they look and act like, and what they do for a living. I need people from the village, working in the castle, or is family to one of the royals or main characters. Magic does exist here but it bearly is used and it isn’t that powerful. I might change their roles a bit to fit the story.

yes I would like to join the army, I have experience fighting using a fly swatter.

AU where Roman has a pretty good day

We have 10,000!!!

Alright

If this post gets 10,000 notes I’ll confess to my crush

Time limit: August 17th (my birthday)