“If I’m Isolating Myself, Shutting Everything And Everyone Out, It’s A Sign It’s Getting Bad

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

I hate myself so fucking much.

Everything and everyone would be so much better off if I wasn't here at all.

I will never have purpose, I will never deserve to live.

I shouldn’t still be here.

I don’t want to be.

I don’t want to be here anymore.

“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”

— Neil Gaiman

depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

Some things break you so fucking bad that you spend the rest of your life wishing you hadn’t survived it. Because death would be better than the pain you have to live with everyday

I fought so hard in the past years for recovery and at some point I thought that I was getting better but now I hate my life even more than before and I don't know what to do anymore..

i am completely fine in an “i have been mentally unwell for years” kinda way

if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either