People With BPD Are Related To Patients With 3rd Degree Burns Over 90% Of Their Body. They Have No Emotional

new treatment idea !! euthenize me

Live or die; life or death; Should I kill myself or make myself a coffee?

I've been so ashamed of the fact that I'm me

a little comic about missing major milestones, feelings of inadequacy, fear of failure, and the brain worms of it all

Rejection. It’s all I’ve ever faced my life. From lovers, from family, from friends, from opportunities to success. I kept going. Kept thinking maybe it just wasn’t right. But I’ve reached that threshold where my fragile heart can’t take it anymore. Each time I get rejected now, it’s like some squeezing my heart and shattering it into uncountable pieces. It makes me feel small, worthless. Like every cell of me was created to be hated. To be looked at with resentment and disgust. Who could love you, my brain says. Look at you, you sorry being. So peculiar. So unlovable but so desperate for love. Wish I’d realize the only solution is to be alone. It’ll be lonely, it’ll hurt but I promise you it won’t burn like when you are rejected. If only I could kill that tiny ray of hope and give up. It would save my life.

Ever want to kill yourself out of spite? To get back at the people who told you were fine when really you were not? To stick it to them? Or really just to drastically change the course of their lives like they did to you?

Just me?

The sexual tension between my skull and the wall is absolutely insane.

why is everything so heavy and why do i have to feel so fucking hollow all the time.

never being anyone’s best friend or the most important person in anyone’s life, ever, can really fuck you up emotionally

bpd culture is they hate me they hate me they hate me i’ve messed up so horribly i can never redeem myself how could they ever still want me around how could they still love me i feel sick i feel sick i feel sick

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