Never Being Anyone’s Best Friend Or The Most Important Person In Anyone’s Life, Ever, Can Really

I wanna burn down every single bridge I built cause I’m tired of being the only person that makes sure it doesn’t fall apart

ouch being reminded you’re the biggest waste of space hurts

How a person ends things with you, speaks volumes. You always have the choice to be kind and respectful. It’s always there. But he decided not to and although it’s a reflection of him but god damn it always ends with, what did I do.

“I can’t talk right now, I’m doin hot girl shit”

*reads fanfiction for 3 hours*

*daydreams about my favorite characters and actors*

*takes a nap*

i hate that BPD gives me such a lack of emotional permanence.

you can spend hours describing the ways in which you care about me, yet the moment you stop my brain will immediately decide you hate me and are destined to leave me.

bpd is so unbearably lonely. you never feel like anyone loves you because they only care about the sanitized idea of you, the one you made up so people don't abandon you again. as soon as your messy symptoms show, suddenly you're not nearly as loveable. having bpd is to spend your whole life trying desperately to make yourself more palatable

Just saying

Bpd is not being able to love yourself unless someone else loves you, but never fully believing that they could actually love someone like you.

sorry I ghosted you I wanted to see if you cared about me and would miss me if I was gone