i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.
Every time I think about messaging or calling someone, I have to remind myself that no one cares. If they did you wouldn't have to be the one always reaching out. They'd probably check up on you by now.
I never think it’s paranoia.
I saw it coming but at the same time I didn't because I didn't believe the world could possibly be that fucking cruel.
do you ever think you're special to someone, but then you see this person acting the same with everyone else and you're just kind of
oh, alright
Sometimes I feel like I go above and beyond for people to make up for the fact that I’ll never be good enough and in hopes that it’ll distract them enough so they don’t notice and leave.
When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<
that moment when you’re empty and nothing matters anymore . you don’t even know who you are anymore but it’s okay it doesn’t matter , you just want to disappear .
Just saying
TW: lots of dark and uncomfy topics but if you're here that's probably what you're looking for ... I hope that someday we can both find a way to be ok.... I don't care what that way is.... whatever finally brings peace 20 years old
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