I Am A Masterpiece Of Contradictions: Too Much And Not Enough, Fragile And Fierce, Desperate For Love

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

questioning bpd culture is being in a downward spiral for weeks and matching almost every bpd symptom, but the MOMENT that I go a whole day without feeling awful I immediately think that I've just been faking it this whole time and clearly must be actually fine

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You know you’re fucked when……..you’ve accepted that your life will end by suicide, and you’re okay with it.

That is where I am right now.

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

I saw it coming but at the same time I didn't because I didn't believe the world could possibly be that fucking cruel.

“I’m not going anywhere”

“you won’t scare me away”

“It’s okay to lean on me for support”

“you’re my closest friend”

“I don’t think you’re too much”

“I’m not going to do what they did”

“I want to be with you and only you”

“I love you”

“I’m sorry I just can’t do this anymore, I hope you can understand”

some days i think i’m okay and some days i wish i was six feet in the ground