Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?
When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<
new treatment idea !! euthenize me
bpd is distancing yourself because their tone slightly changed and then running back crying to them begging them to love you
i’m so tired
i was so small and new when i was ruined, i never stood a chance
please don't leave; when I think you're leaving my head gets fuzzy and the world caves in and my heart bursts and leaks into my legs and the rot overcomes me
People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.
posting on tumblr cause i don’t have anyone to talk to, tired of burdening my fp with my feelings, it just pushes them further away, im so lonely.
pls don’t flirt with me i want to be nonchalant so bad but i unfortunately crave connection so intensely that i will give you my entire soul and forgive you over and over until i’ve lost myself completely and feel like i’m drowning
TW: lots of dark and uncomfy topics but if you're here that's probably what you're looking for ... I hope that someday we can both find a way to be ok.... I don't care what that way is.... whatever finally brings peace 20 years old
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