When Eating Does Anyone Else Feel Like Throwing Up As Soon As The Food Touches Your Tongue? Especially

I feel so alone. I try to talk to you but I dont know how anymore. I ruined things between us and I don't know how to fix it. I'm not even lonely I know I have you but at the same time I'm so alone.

I've been struggling so much. You don't even see it. I've been trying so hard to make things good again but nothing works. I put all of my effort into making us okay that I've started struggling in school. This is the worst I've ever done and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm so tired. I'm so damn tired

If you have me in your life, I’m really really sorry.

Had to reset the clock today. It's been a bad week. I want to lay in bed and rot now

Being alone is enjoyable until you become painfully aware of just how alone you truly are.

In a 'im going to kill myself soon so let's do whatever the fuck we want' kinda mindset

I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into

god knew I would be too powerful if I was mentally stable

feeling like a huge fucking burden lol