I Will Always Be So Fucking Angry For What They Turned Me Into

Why the fuck am I the way I am

I just want him to love me again.

Life has lost meaning. Life has lost purpose. I'm so lost and numb without you. I can't do this anymore.

i support MAGA: make america gay again

god knew I would be too powerful if I was mentally stable

I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

All I do is rot in bed, have breakdowns, ugly cry, fuck shit up, get drunk and cut myself. what a life (and it's all my fault, isn't it)

I should have died a teenager, but now it's too late.

I feel so alone. I try to talk to you but I dont know how anymore. I ruined things between us and I don't know how to fix it. I'm not even lonely I know I have you but at the same time I'm so alone.

Why do I have to be myself???