Contradiction: Rambling #3
Contradiction: Rambling #3
16th April 2022, 23:53
I am a walking contradiction. I am in constant battle with myself. Sometimes I’m a boy, sometimes I’m a girl. Sometimes I’m a top, sometimes I’m a bottom. Sometimes I’m attracted to boys, sometimes I’m attracted to girls. Sometimes I want to get better, sometimes I want to see how worse I can get. Sometimes I want to be a good person, sometimes I want to kill people. Sometimes I am empathetic, sometimes I am apathetic. Sometimes I feel like the smartest, most beautiful person alive, sometimes I feel nothing short of a disgusting failure. That’s why my username is tokidokioki (sometimes okay). These are just a few examples among many. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Am I two faced? Do I have multiple personalities? A split personality? It is because I am a gemini? I feel like I’m faux, like I am an imposter. I don’t feel like I have a real personality because I’m always switching and swapping between things. I just want to know who I am. Who am I? What am I?
~ 化け猫 (Bakeneko)
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"be like a star,
distant and dying"
ayo like this or hmu if you wanna rp some kazuscara, i don’t mind which character i play. dead dove welcomed. discord only.
“The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are left unsaid and never explained.”
— Jonathan Harnisch
Showering with open cuts hurt like hell
currently thinking which part i should cxt of myself
something mildly annoying about someone expressing emotions so much. be hollow.like me . wdym ur happy no ur not
I want to destroy everything. I want to ruin my life, smash glass bottles agaisnt walls, run away into the night and get in trouble, scream and yell at the top of my lungs, get into fist fights, and stand up for myself. I want to be so so angry and loud about how awful I feel that everyone realizes that I was never okay, and I was never going to be okay, and that they left me behind to suffer. But I'm too tired. I'm too tired to move, to think. I just want to lay in bed all day and ignore the world. I just slap on a neutral face and do as I'm told. I wish I could be so angry about how sick I've become, but instead I keep quietly to myself, and live another miserable tired day.
My favorite game is Am I Being Severely Haunted or Am I Hallucinating Again
